me myself mine haha

2006-08-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

hoho long time no see. hahas. btw whos this anonymous person. hahas i apologise for the lack of telepathy. hahas.

wells qt pissed with pw lah. the more i do rite the more i question the purpose for some people's prescene. RAAHS. still write in bold summore. like hello who shld be bold-ing. bloody shit. sound wad piss. i never even question your intelligence level lor. dun they even question they are a help or a burden to the group. i think if they do think abt it, they might just die of remorse. if they even had conscious to start with. it's like do they even tink. they can drag all they want act and see who suffers lah. duwanna meet deadline den dun lah. i haf done my part. duwanna finish yours den u can just lag and lag and lag and lag and lag until someone finds u annoying and starts blasting you. wells i must declare im not going to be dat person. someone else wld be willing to do the job more willingly to me. HAHA. i think i shall hold on for a while longer den blast off. after pw i can blast for like ten days ten nights lah. RAAHS.

p.s. lucky pw onli lasts for one yr. if not i think i might just start doing sth uncontrollably. HAHAHA

2006-06-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

i believe that the word 'shit' must be invented by a student who has taken an exam lah. and i have many concrete evidence to prove my proposition. HA.

from the first paper--GP, hahas i noe how to spell the word 'die' liao. like wad crap lah dun even noe wad the hell is going on. in the first time in my life i go digging for points to put in lah. HA. and still unsuccessful sommore. 8 lines lah. as if can have 120 words. crap shit.

next traumatising experienc: physics. hoho dats where the real fun begins. hahas. one page mcq dunno how many marked questions dunno how to do. hahas. crappy shit. summore come out wad case study lah. dun even noe how to use the info. and dun even noe wad part issit toking bout. got so much free time oso dunno wad to do lah. nth much dat i can salvage actually.

last paper maths. the last paper i will ever wanna screw up and i did juz dat. HA. see first qn get shock liao lah. never even see such a qn before hahas. wads dat for? stimulate brain cells for better growth arhs. den the rest of the page reallie woke me up lah. cant believe i did a 7 mark qn and wrote one page but dint finish the question summore. set up 10 equations lah. reallie kong qian jue hou lah. summore the back even better. all do half lah. the graph is the most unproportionate graph i have drawn in my life lah. HA. super distorted to squeeze into the desire length lah. crap. raahs. whole paper is rubbish. hah. and for once i dint bring rough paper home. =) no time to do working on other paper. HA.

conclusion: i hate mid years.

2006-03-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

finally recharged. and my leg hurts to the core with that two blisters that are pus-ing lah. i will temporary be handicapped for a period of time. hahas. wells.

interact camp was fun. hahas. looney tunes. almost resorted to calling ourselves looneys in a desperate attempt to find a two syllabus name. hahas. great. this group is seriously crazy lah. headed by mad people too. hahas. we obviously live up to the name looneys lah. hahas. wells.
icebreakers were qt unusual but qt fun. hahas. and i must seriously blame my own greediness for taking 14 oreos and end up in deep shit lah. hahas. nx time i shld learn to be more wary of the people ard me. hahas. den we played the hand game. hahas. had a nice time banging. hahas. den after that was like beach games. hahas. went to east coast. we were last lah but the games qt fun. hahas. esp the catch me if u can. hahas. when the balloon sort of exploded in ching hui's face. hahas. and the other grp barely made it but still made it lah. hahas. it like bounced off their shirt and they manage to salvage it before it exploded. hahas. den after that the obstacle course. our facilitator was like qt encouraging when he said that if u lose u might as well jump into the sea cuz the punishment is like shit. and we sort of got the idea of wad is shit when we saw boxes of eggs and pails of egg+flour+wadeva available ard the beach. its gross lah. and got two ppl ard me trying to throw the egg den that egg not abit die hard. cannot break one lah. keep on bouncing ard. hahas.
after that suppose to bath. but cuz too many ppl so we ending up playing cards. learnt that good morning sir game den realise why enen is so entertained in class. hahas. den we played the idiotic version of heart attack and i feel damn stupid lah. raahs. dun even lose cuz reaction slow but cuz my mouth too big. hahas. and i officially became the card collecter. hahas. wad rubbish. den after that got national treasure. hahas. no torchlight, onli 11 light sticks. hahas. den our hands became sensors lah. hahas. and we seriously look like burglars ard the lockers. hahas. wad crapp. den got the blindfolded walk. hahas. we ended up walking in a s-formation. like dats great. hahas. and got some ppl acting dog and act strong wind blow lah. hahas. and my face smashed into someone lah. which was qt pain. lucky i was blindfolded so i will never noe who i bang into. hahas. see no evil. know no evil. hahas.
in the morning went to imh. i had a damn horrendous experience there and was pretty terrorise. lucky im not attached to that place or i might enter there some day lah. and sitting nx to xiaoying when dat thing happen was seriously very wrong lah. apparently the whole world knows abt dat like now. dats fantastic. my whole reputation is totally ruined. raahs. everywhere i go, as long as enen is there, i will not have a good reputation. hahas. great. crapp. den i dint go for urban hike but went for dinner. hahas. afterall i spent 8 bucks there. wells camp qt nice lah. hahas. but i dun tink i can last another day. hahas too energy draining. hehe.

2006-03-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

seem so long since i last published an entry. hahas. i feel odd writing now.

wells i cant reallie sae if i like or dun like my class lah. seriously tink they are nice ppl but seriously not my type. i mean i cant imagine 2 years of my life not being able to find someone to talk to in my class lah. i haven tried not talking for a day for years and i seriously have no intentions of trying lah. i can predict it shall suck. i duwan this kinda life lah. why issit so hard to juz find some human being to talk to?? i mean i always tot talkative ppl were all over the world. why is there no one i can trust and no one i can speak freely to?? why do friends have to leave eventually and ppl u duwan always stay?? why is the world so unfair?? why does my luck suck so much?? wad kinda world did i end up with?? why do good things have to come to an end??

i miss st nicks!! i miss everyone in the class. i miss being able to tok to anyone i can lay my hands on. i miss toking in class when im suppose to be listening. i miss gossiping abt the world in class. i miss irritating samneo in class. i miss toking to gloria abt inuyasha. i miss seeing jiaen's irritated look. i miss toking to sonya and hoping that time wun end. i miss everyone in class. everyone is 4 justice!!

i miss my sqmates. i miss xue ting. i duwan her to go back. i miss zoeraine and her full body movement. hahas. i miss wenxu and toking to her abt everything. i miss telling yilin to drink oil. i miss enen jiayu saying cold jokes together. i miss the squad bond. i miss everything we gone through together. and i miss the most the person who stood by me all the time... why cant we go back to the past.

i miss my first intake class. i miss fan di so much so much. i miss toking to her abt korean stuff and jj lin and irritating her in class. i miss pradlad and his 'so pretty'. i miss mun hoe and him cursing his own luck in gc games. i miss teasing fang ming and yian as a couple. i miss all the rubbish we had together. i miss dat stress-free 3 months. why do ppl change so fast? at least why do i see dat so quickly? why cant my eyes delude me for awhile more? why cant u gimme sth to look forward to in my class? was is wrong for my to stay? shld i have done sth before posting? shld i??

2006-01-09T02:40:00.000-08:00

woah sea regetta was fun man!! hahas. and im feeling guilty cuz i once tot of ponning. hahas. but i still went. hahas. very nice. hahas.

first stop was the big splash. apparently i was unfortunately splashed by god knows who lah. and i still have not found the guilty party. and to add on to the list, i was splashed a total of 3 times. each was a whole pail lah. but after that i tot it was better to stay wet. cuz i wasnt dunked. hahas. bao peng and andrea got dunked. jing yi jumped in herself lah. like wells. im safe. hahas. cuz i dint have any change of clothing so yah. my shield. muahahs. wells tink the one dunked most frequently was like jared. hahas. poor thing sia. too small size for a guy is lyddat one lor. hahas

next. sand burial. hahas. 3 person jumped in happily lah. and fengchi unwilling volunteered his service onli to regret it. the guys did a disgusting thing on him lah. hahas. shall not elaborate. the foto tells a million words. hahas. after that was tug-o-war. hahas. the guys happily went over to the other side and betrayed the grp. hahas. like wad. but anwaes we won. and it ended rather fast somemone. like pull pull pull done. hahas. efficiency sia. hahas.

while waiting for caps ball jared was teaching us this ti-ti-ti game which is qt lame. hahas. and i realise alot of ppl cant do it. hahas. the whole hand came out instead of one finger. hahas. so wells. and unfortunately we dint play that. we skipped to the dog and dirt. it was sick lah. the mud was squashy and there were earthworms lah. i mean qt hygienic lah. den jia ying was busy spreading the mud on every single one. and stupid kristen went to imitate icis cheer and stomped mud on everyone can. den we had to wash up even before we start playing. like how stupid. go into the mud to wash the very next min. crapp. anwaes kristen rolled on the mud and started smearing mud on everyone can. sadd case. hahas. all guys kanna. heh heh. and we took a foto with that. qt great.

after that it poured. all the methods to keep myself dry who futile because after the rain i was drenched from top to toe and inside out. keep on squeezing water from my shirt and the water came out in tonnes. hahas. so i borrowed shirt from sonya. hehe lucky she got extra. realise i was qt lucky cuz my sandal strap broke but the onli extra item i brought was sandals. hehe. ladidums.

den we danced mass dance and went off to og lunch. ate at ajisen. and mohan joined us. he is damn funny lah. hahas. and we played zhong ji mi ma. hahas. i was once again lucky enough to escape that. hehe. one lucky day for me sia.

do we look as if we care
dont care, dont care
do we look as if we care
we dont give a damn
we dont give a damn (X2)
do we look as if we care
we dont give a damn

2006-01-06T19:35:00.000-08:00

orientation finally over. ladidums. apparently it was qt fun. hahas. as in the recent few days. the first few days was like energy-draining. its not physical energy summore. its like mental energy. hahas. very sian lah. but after dat ok lah. hahas. got other distractions. hahas. e.g. dances and cheers. hahas. and we have 6. and its not like any of them is easy or sth. hahas. in fact its super hard. or maybe i juz dun have hand-legs coordinations. hahas. its like ehs. and they seem to like chicken little alot can. so many dances got the stupid dance and i cant do it can. super annoying. hahas. and the cheers qt fun. everyone will cheer so its like woah!! hahas.

my grp is qt heh. hahas. 11 people. ard 4 ogl. hahas. ogl are like qt entu ppl but they like abit hyper themselves. hahas. zi-high. and our grp got qt a mixture. hahas. all the girls are like qt fun to be with. hahas. cuz all very talkative. hahas. and then the guys are qt childish. hahas. one has all the spas games. hahas. one always missing. most of them try to act ogls. hahas. and last of all. all like to distort the our grp anthem. hahas. ladidums.

i realise my class is qt quiet. hahas. but they are nice ppl. got qt alot of scholars lah considering we onli have ard 20 ppl. hahas. so yah. understood. and my class is in the container classroom can. so uh-hem. so ulu-fied its not even on the map can. and that sucks. hahas. so insignificant. and got not a single person i noe lah. reallie isolated sia. and my form teacher is qt. wells. tries to act funny. hahas. which is very funny. and then our snrs. no comments. we have band oic, swimming cap, flying cap, i tink bball cap as well lah. so yah. we have qt talented snrs. hahas. but they are like another batch of lame ppl. come in and act fierce. then laugh among themselves. like wad. tink the onli word for them is erms.

glory glory animagus
glory glory animagus
glory glory animagus
so why are we always first

2005-12-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

finally liberated from camp. i slept more den wad i slept for 4 nights within a day lah. anwaes the camp was like qt uh-hem. tink only have the group to keep me goin. if not i might just book out thanks to mou mou ren. shes a freak and irritant. wells my grp is ok. ok not bad. hahas.

group: saboga
instructors: dhabitah me ben
members: aini bryan christina dharshini huifang jordan kaixin liting pingping

qt lame ppl. but at least not so boring. hahas. wells the camp was kinda screwed lah. as in. like nth was very qt prepared. like last min do everything. wells. smart. and i was getting qt pissed at this mou mou ren.

to my group:
finally break camp already. hope you all get enough sleep hor. and you all reallie did a great job throughout the camp. being able to pull through the entire camp though you all have lots of complaints. hahas. and also in making the group so unique and so special to me. hahas. thanks for the little things you all did for us. and for your sportsmanship during the talentnight. hahas. jordan though you sacrifice your looks but hahas we do appreciate it. and you dun look dat bad. hahas dunno whether you tink that dat is a compliment or insult hahas but yah im still complimenting you, hahas even if you dun appreciate it.
wells dat all folks.

2005-11-18T23:53:00.000-08:00

ladidums. im free!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

should i shoot myself?? yes i should. oh man i cant stop but feel so stupid at both pracs lah. and phy being abit more stupid-er. RAHHHS!! how can i make such a stupid mistake. how can i not test the gas and hop on?? why why why??? the splint was so near and the bunsen is on. why dint i test??? why??? and so many ppl ard tested??? wei she me??? and den there phy. i tink sth got onto me lah. like hello when was gradient x over y?? when?? when?? i tink maybe my sub-conscious mind wants to be a mathematician but no why choose that time?? its so wrong lah. and crapp lah my ans is so wrong can. and i shld put more effort in squeezing my values into the protrait format next time. if there ever was a next time lah. crapp. and i begin to realise my drawing cannot make it. i tink primary kids can do better. if im the examiner i might tear the paper up. out of frustration, exasperation and irritation lah. i shall pray that a nice examiner sees my paper and shall give me credit for my effort. if not im like so dead. shit. i shall pray......

2005-09-16T01:28:00.000-07:00

hahahas im happy...no more humans paper until Os (i hope) but anwaes its over!!! hahas no more sickening lit or geog or ss for the time being.hahahas. and im liberated for a day. and dats today. hahas. sad. and i cleared 6 subjects le. finally. if prac is disregarded lah. den i cleared six. so nice. 2 more left. and 2 is such a nice nice number. though zero is better. but im easily contented. im happy just as it is. hahas. and by next wk i will have half left. and by next next wk i might just tear my mouth open due to excessive laughing lah. its such a happy occasion. i shall watch tv and do nothing else. i tink i shall go buy sum vcd to watch. muahahas. my realm.
im qt worried for someone. but that someone dun seem worried. but wad if that someone kua before even the end of prelims. wad if her body cant last till Os. at the rate shes going she might just faint lah. and shes over stressing herself out lah. the more i see her the more i tink im right to sae that ppl who cannot estimate their ability are the worse people ard lah. harm themselves and others. and wad r we suppose to do. how we suppose to help her???great. lets pray she pulls through.

2005-08-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

oh my tian!!! how can junyang go out??? AHHHS... he so poor thing lah. throat inflammed den kanna thrown out. and he sudd look so gleam on dat that lah den wad happen. for the first time in my life i watched the results and great lah. shldnt have watched. it might have been better. oh no!! i duwan him out!! i wanna buy his cd. even if it cost 30 bucks per cd lah. i want his cd!! sickening. how can?? how can lyddat??? and if the rumours is true its worse lah. he was sacrificed!!! how can?? its unfairness. im going to boycott that show oreadi lor. i duwanna watch unless junyang is singing lah. and tmr is like the final time he is going to be on stage can. will not do cip for dat man. so sad...they shld have rematch lah. to make it more fair. and he sang so well in the last two songs lah. the first song is like history they should disregard it. HA. he sang so well and so touching lah den the next moment den lyddat. and summore its like one day after his birthday. so cruel to him lor. the guitar isnt enough to compensare anything that he lost lor. its doesnt even cancel out. it is totally unfair!!!! RAHHS... im going to glue myself to the tv tmr lor. if anyone going to disturb me im going to slap them. URGHS. the world is unfair!!!!

2005-07-21T02:04:00.000-07:00

im like super duper angry now lah. what crapp lah. im like bloody disappointed in the next batch of leaders and seriously my trust and hope in them has just hit negative 100!!! never feel so qi in my life before lor. can like feel the stream escaping into the surrounding air lah. speed of reaction is damn fast!!! walao. wad crapp.

never in the world has the sec four batch paid for their own pop lah. and we are like the first in the world becuz sum shitty ppl overshot the budget by SO MUCH until we have to pay the LEFTOVER money OURSELVES lah. i mean how can one be so STUPID?! dun they have common sense??? overspending by like so much. like hello laz time we paid ard 10 bucks for ourselves PLUS our seniors and now the amount WE pay PLUS the amount our jnrs pay add up also EXCEED the amount we paid for our snrs last time lah. if that glass cup plus fork spoon knife plus deco (namely afew balloons and crepe paper) plus our dinner (which we drank onli water) is going to sum up to 1000 over bucks i wanna see how is that even possible lah. 1000 leh. its not like we add sum sumptous dinner consisting of abalone or shark fin or gold plated glass cup, how can it sum up to so much?? if they want us to contribute to the sch funds juz b4 we leave, im sorry but IM NOT PAYING!!! unless they tell us how they cleverly spend the money and divide it, im not going to surrender that 7 bucks lor. i rather burn it or eat it up but i juz will not give it. and last time we sponser our snrs lor. now we sponser our own pop. wad kind of rubbish is that. and our jnrs juz pay 1 dollar less for our pop. they might as well dun pay and let us go bankrupt. and let us sue them up to court altogether. i mean if their going to go to this extreme why not exceed that and go even further?? why not just challenge us and try?? we are all waiting for u all. try lah!!! we plan our parade. we pay our deco and present and food. we invite our parents for our pop and this is all we get. wad can i sae but they are FAILURES!!! if snsj ever do fall apart im going to come back and give a loud laugh 5 times before i ever leave this place. and i shldnt be even saying that because im not in SNSJ anymore. i oreadi had a LOUSY PATHETIC POP. HOW CAN I EVEN FORGET THIS DAY?! if anyone just ask me wad i expect of them i would say 'they are useless'!!! RAAHHS!!!

and seriously to mou mou ren, i expected much more from u. if u ever ask y did i not pass u the paper which i promise to i wld simply tell u its cuz u dint honour ur promise so i wun honour mine. u owe me for exactly 10 days. i wldnt care so much if u cld juz sms me or call me to tell me u cant make it, i wont even mind if its juz one or two days but 10 days w/o telling me anything is way too overboard!!! if u still expect me to be smiling at u and giving the paper u want to u SO EASILY u must be jokin lah!!! do u expect me to personally go to ur class and pass my paper to U so U can take a look?? do u reallie tink im so free as to do dat?? do u reallie tink im doing u a favour here?? hello?? like get ur facts right. i m not OBLIGED to give u and i dun OWE u anything. if u want it u get it urself. i wun stoop so low ALRIGHT?? in case u dint noe that was BASIC MANNERS!!! do i even need to teach u dat?? if i do, u reallie do not deserve wad u have. disappointment. and strict doesnt mean good. and being strict doesnt give u an upperhand, it juz gives negative opinion and nth else. if u tink being strict on the first day will show me how good u r, u r wrong because it juz shows ur power hunger. its not like i never told u, STRICT BUT FAIR!!

2005-07-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

waahs so long since i ever touch the comp lah. and im happy today/ =) hehe. so nice. ok going to blog abt pop. it seem so long.

hmms. on POP day. came at 1.30om to meet sonya adeline and her fren eunice. settled all my present and stuff. den pop started. missed the front part. went out with wenxu to get ice cream and biscuit. when i came back, i was amused. the games r super interesting lah.
game one: supposedly bball combine with water bomb. end up we have no change of clothing so we
get out last taste of bball pt on our pop.
game two: some game to hold a cup of water through the obstacle course. apparently, no one played. played against guides. we lost. suppose to sing a song as a forfeit but even guides gave up on us. hahas. how erms.
game three: darts game. by the time we reached the station, the other half of the group oreadi completely the game. so its like game over. hahas. so we walked back to forum to where we juz came from. great.
game four: very inventive game. hmms. suppose to hold the legs of the person behind u and den move to a certain length. wells to me it doesnt make sense. how r the first and last person suppose to move?? anwaes instead of using hands to support we r used our butts to clean the floor lah. no link with game. wadeva. but dats like the best game in the entire day. pathetic. ok.
wells den later we sort of jia gong ji si and went to slack outside staff room under the name of looking for ms nair. HA. den we planned our OWN parade. pathetic. and we started ending up so pathetic. ok wadeva. the parade kinda leng. hahas. npcc and guides ones are like so planned and well-organised. ours on the other hand is so last min and pathetic. but not dat many things went wrong. anwaes its still very leng qing lah. and its damn funny. cuz we were rite on the side of the stage. den there was confetti made of crepe paper as deco. den the wind started blowing and ended on anna. den she look like she went for beauty pageant. hahas. damn funny lah. ok wells parade ended lyddat. just lyddat.
den dinner. woah so cool lah. so honoured. feel damn shuang. den the food is so nice. hehe. the soft drink oso. our present: one cup one fork one spoon and one knife. and the cup is from ikea.we saw the box. but the food is good. hehe. and considering it is free, its reallie extremely good. hehe. ok lah den we so happen to sit opp of enen and jiayu and their minds r getting qt polluted. shant elaborate.
den concert. i realise sth super horrendous happen lah. i lost me ring which i bought for less den 24 hours. oh man so heartache. raahs. but nvm the concert was nice. ut the fotos r quite. erms yah. all those present will noe wad i mean. HA. den gave out present. no time lah. and forget to give the sec ones present. yilin was happily holding on to it. hahas. ok den went back with 3 bags including a piece of choc cheese cake. damn sweet lah. like wad. almost died of sweetness. guess our jnrs r too re qing. hahas. ok dats rubbish.
to sec ones: thanks for ur 'card'. though its like qt last min but i reallie meant alot. reallie happy dat u all like snsj and first aid. dunno whether issit to please me or wad but im still happy. thanks for everything.
sec twos: thanks for the cactus. though i dunno wads ur hidden meaning. hahas. ok thanks for all ur effort in ur item. thanks for being such wonderful jnrs dat always cheer me up with ur lameness. hahas. thanks for being so entu in snsj though we always made it so boring. thanks for all u all have done to have a great impact on our lives. we'll carry the memories along. thanks
sec three: thanks for the great effort in putting up the concert. we'll have as much faith in u all to lead snsj to greater heights and to make it the most wanted cca in st nicks!!!!! hahas. ok try lah. anwaes thanks. i dunno which other word to use.

JTC is finally over!!!

2005-06-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

jtc is finally over. omg im like so tired. raahs. slept 6-7 hours but i tink im one of the pigs ard oreadi lah. how pathetic can we get. anwaes tink its like qt pathetic for our last jtc. like errrs. combined atmosphere of weather and number of ppl make everything depressing lor. so xian lyddat one. a camp of ard 40 cadets when we haf ard 60 jnrs. hows tt.

day one.
bunk inspection. tink they are rather cham. order can be completely wrong. dunno wad the bunk ics doing lah. anwaes i tink i hear lots of screaming and things dropping lah. like ping ping piang piang one lor. super noisy. anwaes because the time constraint, their bunk mian qiang passed. hais nvm. den bfa. tink the sec ones r qt erms. dun reallie tink they can pass lor. dint even study. urghs. told them to study always end up lyddat one. sick. hais. den aft tt is first aid lesson. i seriously tink they dint even make an effort to prepare lah. and my dear zone comp groups. i duno wad happen to u all but u all damn disappointing lah. if u cant even do a figure-of-eight aft being here for 3 years, i dunno wad else can u all do lah. and u ALL can ask each other and still tell me its correct. woahs. i tink u all are real bang. damn disappointing lah.
tent pitching is suddenly so fast lah. den end up we had nth to do. everyone started going crazy lor. esp olivia. she was taking the mallet and smashing ants with boonyi. sadistic. and she admitted she had sum blood relations with hitler. how lame is tt. den we wanted to start singing cheers but den they had to do footdrill lah. so xian. bought apples in shop and save. end up they r my major source of energy. hahas. tink im getting addicted to it lah. ate like 6 of them in the entire camp. anwaes also bought watermelon and stuff. tink our hands are qt lucky lor. according to those who ate the watermelon, they are very sweet and nice. so are the apples. since they are picked by the same ppl. hehe. bathed at a pathetic timing lah. like immediately after dinner. and it was like so quiet. unknowingly in grp interaction i knock waner's head qt a number of times. and apparently she turned qt smart aft tt. hais wad to do. i always said my hands were lucky. hehe. then taught them cheers lah. which mostly originated from nco course. hahas.

fire drill.
most pathetic. its at 2.30am lah. and their reporting is like lullaby lor. summore we dint sleep b4 that. its reallie like hurrying u to sleep. den their changing parade is so cham lor. changed twelve times lah. qt ke lian but yilin doesnt reallie seem to wanna stop. hahas. sadist. den it ended at 4am. slept my disturbed sleep until 6.30am lor. and i seriously tink tt place tt i sleep is pathetic lah. left side is slipper right side is chairs. amazed at the way i can actually sleep in it.

day two.
after breakfast is activation. hmms. dun reallie haf much comments lor. they lock doctors and nurses in wards and insane patients were running all over. many ppl used eye power to try to perform cpr on dying casualties. the power of EYEPOWER. anwaes tt casualty died. HA. treasure hunt was qt erms. me and anna did charades. all the things tt left the greatest impression on them is so lame lah. especially for zoeraine. hahas. wanted to take a foto for zoe but pai bu xia qu cuz its so errr... sum groups lyk got psychic one lor. point here point there and guess oreadi lah. like sum improvised morse code and stuff. all groups burnt the road for outdoor cooking lah. i tink its all. tink ms lim might juz scream her head off. den they had games. tink wan juan is very funny lah. she feels awkward tt she is the onli one in her group tt is not drawn so we wrote 'i volunteer' on her right hand so she will bring her point well across when we ask for volunteers nx time. hahas. sec ones are damn funny lah. campfire is so qi liang. i tink the mood there isnt qt right. and it was like going to rain as well. how cham. sec ones dun seem much entertained. we were worse. sitting there and toking rubbish. enen jiayi was like toking abt their thongcai. hahas. and were like so amused by it. spas. hahas.xueting was laughing her head off with her 'heyla'. hahas. tink we were going crazy.

sentry.
jumped up at 4.26am and realised i had sentry. and i reallie jumped up. den had sentry with anna olivia xilei louisa and rachel. tink we r the noisest bunch of ppl doing sentry. summore its the laz group of ppl. olivia was laughing until like dunno wad. den louisa and rachel is the best hahas. they so engrossed in each other until when anna asked a qn she juz 'yah' den continue toking. hahas. how fu yan is tt. den louisa like juz continue knocking her head against the wall and seem very much amused by it. den we talked for 2 hours straight lor. until the time they suppose to wake up. so kua zhang. still dunno whether i wanna go nco course this yr not. feel like going but scared its somewhat like this one. cuz its qt pathetic.

day three.
nth much. bunk check and parade. reticulum best group cadet is waner and cheryl. only group with a tie. hmms. wells. tink its the best decision le. and i got cheated of the cookie lor. cheryl say give me one den she left silently lah. cheat me. den me anna yilin wenxu did a shortened version of format. and guess wad. saw ben ow in slc lah. like wad. hes in pmb. hmms. interesting. ate lunch in mos. ok dun reallie tink its a lunch cuz we onli drank drinks. or shld we sae we drank alot of water. den went home and slept ard 4 hours straight. not bad den add up i slept 8 hours today le. hahas. lame.
food. one word. nice. hahas. tink me anna and wenxu's life revolve ard food. everyday end and start with making milo. getting qt sick of it le. tink drinking such drinks is nice but if u go through the process of making and testing the taste. u wun wanna drink it again. its qt gross. bleh. esp rose syrup. tt one is real sick lah. so sweet. as in the drink.

reticulum.
best group ever. kong qian jue hou. hahas. consist of cheryl waner boonyi xinru and ivy. hehe. tink they r over energetic. hahas. keep on laughing non-stop one lah. and i read their evaluation lah. suddenly love ivy lor. she the nicest person in the entire group. hahas. i tink the rest noe why. i shld be qt proud. the rest of the evaluation forms doesnt haf their instructors' name written so big and in capital. hor ppl. HA. anwaes qt fun lah. i shld be glad. at least i had a group tt talks.
cheryl ~ the nutty one. keep on laughing and scaring herself with sum uh-hems.
waner ~ the person who whines about me causing her stoppage in growing.
boonyi ~ the one who keeps laughing to herself. hahas. no lah. she juz working out her stomach muscles.
xinru ~ dao1 shen2. hahas. hardly talk one lor. unlike her usual self. hahas.
ivy ~ the always-smiling one. hahas. the nicest and most ke ai one. hahas. tink she feels empty w/o faith. hahas. jokin.

2005-06-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

yest was lit seminar. its qt boring but very lame lah. tink some presentations are qt funny lah.hahas.
1. presentation by mayflower sec: typo: hopper. speaker like typewriter. qt erms
2. presentation by victoria sec: font is extremely big. and realise guys have no colous sense.
3. presentation by mayflower: the stupid-bird. hahas. 'i noe its very funny but can u all please dun laugh'. hahas interesting quotes from the speaker. hehe.
-lunch- best part of the seminar
4. presentation by dunman high: hehe. very funny. the video. bedroom scene hahas. and the guy who acted as helena. and the presentation is done with so much effort lor. qt impressed. hehe.
5. presentation by our sch: not listening. anna copying my notes. cheater bug. samneo tell us about story with xinhui. hahas. and jas how being spas and childish and taking a clip to disturb everyone. lame. grace not listening to presentation. doing her homework [caught you!!!]

today had 3 hours of physics lah. my goodness!! shag lor. whole lesson on waves and still waves. woah!! and gan cheated us of our recess. and told us not to tell anyone lah. cheater bug. hahas. den had eng paper one aft tt. tink i might juz fail again. dun even noe the format for section 2 lor. i was like what?? and i dun even noe whether ganesh is a guy or girl lor. how irritating. den met enen to supposedly do the case. end up we start toking lots of rubbish lah and den did the case like laz min. tok so much until we started scaring ourselves lah. and yes sth is still flashing in my mind. hehe the case is so nice. but stupid enen duwan lor. den we change. hahas it shall be so nice. ^_____^. cant wait for jtc lor. hehe.

2005-05-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

oh man its the last cca. so sad. and its so pathetic. so saddening. like the last and final one lor. so bu she de. the whole cca was like qt rubbish lah. first was our last cca attendance taking. den fd which is kinda failuretic. but heck it its like up to the sec 3s. den activation. dunno how to leave everything to the sec threes lah. from wad i see the sec twos are the one teaching sec ones lah not the sec threes. and sec threes seem to be like trying to put on their best performance and sum rubbish. i mean the best performance shld be teaching sec ones and showing they can lead but no i dun see tt. when i asked the sec ones they like dun even noe wad is happening lah. like wad crap. and realise kaixin is kinda lucky lah. asked one sec one a qn and she manage to crap the correct ans so she was spared. how lucky is tt.
den was pt but cldnt play lor. so sickening. stupid flu. so played badminton with shihui. den jiawei came so played with her. she sorta love the wall too much can. keep on hitting there. yah den aft tt played with zoe jiayu and enen. so lame lah. and zoe is such a cheater can. hahas. she and enen make the best pair. hahas. and all sec threes witness tt. hahas. den went to see the interview. however onli saw jinan's one. tink she feels qt pressurise lor. hahas. but she dint do too bad. sort of have a different opinion of her now. hehe.
aft tt is fun lor. we did our laz footdrill. and i so happen to forget all abt my watch. yah and like i see lots of ppl staring at us. anna wanted to pump me for tt lah. and i act wanna sae 'one secretary, two secretary,...' but i tink i might not live to finish it so yah. wells den we laughed to the tree too. and we did pumping too. like one by one and xueting so happen to count wrongly and the whole world heard. hahas. den we did a cheer. so shuang lor but so sad not our whole sq here. hais. but nvm. when i went home the drink stall uncle is so nice. hehe. treated me to a drink. although im like so not suppose to be drinking it, i noe wad is called manners.hehe.
got back my ppr. though not very good but not as bad as wad i tot. and guess wad gan reallie said i was talkative lah. like thanks a lot. and my mum saw sonya's mum and she happen to sae tt she is very noisy. like how funny is tt. hahas. maybe its in the genes. hahas.

2005-05-13T05:50:00.000-07:00

hehe im happy!!! muahahas. i love jtc. hehe. and if there is sth i will miss abt sj, its gotta be jtc!!! i like my grp. hehe. so nice. at least can gossip to. hehe. i tink i will die if they dun tok. muahahs. yah anwaes the game is like so nice cuz i planned like 65% though i m in food com. if anyone is going to sae its boring i will slap them. like so innovative and creative becuz its so obvious who planned it. hehe. i tink i dun plan games reallie too lang fei le. but nvm food is innovative first. hehe. its like not bread rice and noodle. hehe. i mean not just. hahas. but its nice. at least its not jam butter and kaya. dere is an extra secret weapon. hehe. so nice. so nice. ^______^ shall gossip with my grp through the night and stuff lor. if not so wasted. hahas. my laz yr in st nicks muz be memorable. hehe. and anyone who intends to pon will die i tell u. esp from my grp. cuz its like so fun. anwaes dun tink they will die under my hands. they will die of jealousy cuz its gonna be so fun. hehe.

2005-04-28T03:28:00.000-07:00

hmms. finally reached the end of the wk. muahahas and i passed my 6 rounds. HA. tts the best thing that can happen to me i tink. anwaes i realised sth. i have been finding many ppl irritating. and its more and more lah. even those tt i tot was ok laz time lah. hais. human's change. its like qt sad lah. and summore its like my laz yr in here le. and maybe nx yr i will start to appreciate them and act tink tt they r not tt bad. maybe.
had maths test today lah. it kinda suck like shit. i hate sine now. i hate it to the core. thanks to it i like dunno lose how many marks lah. and boo the tchers which like is so much. nothing better to do lor. think their brains too much brain juice le muz keep on torturing us with those psycho papers. and eng too lah. dun even see the phrase in the passage and qn ask abt it. summore so many marks lah. like sorry our wave length is diff ALRIGHT??. dots lah. i tink points might cum out soon.
ate curry puff today. the nice one. and now i want durian!! awww...im like melting...anwaes on the way home i like see every single person i wld nv like to see in my life lah. like the number i see is disgusting and shocking lah. tink i shld go temple to change my luck sum day. i shall do juz tt.
tmr is sports day. and also my free pizza day!!! hehe. i feel like sum bull lah. like the tchers feed us den we repay them wif our labour lor.wad kind of shit lah. tink red bull can be my buddy soon. rites. anwaes my pizza will keep me going!!! GO PIZZA!!

2005-04-22T04:58:00.000-07:00

super pissed by mou mou ren lah. but shant tok abt it again in case sum vulgarities cum out lor. irritating. cca today. super funny lah. we were FORCED to go to the hall to watch sly's concert lor. like wad?? great lah. and cant even hear anything lah. dno whether issit him or us lah. heck it. den went back and had like more den 2 hours of first aid lah.
first aid is quite ok lah. its qt fun actually. sec ones are nice. ^________^. hehe. but super noisy lor. esp tt ee shan lah. super noisy and cold lah. tink she and anna are like twins cuz they r like laughing to themselves lah. like so spas lah. she laugh until fell off the chair so many times can. and the sec ones like so facinated by the dummy lor. press the leg laugh at the face and stuff. lame. den under the contrast the other grp so quiet lor. so guai and stuff. and so act timid.hahas. jk.
tink i pity alot of ppl after comp lah. in either ways majority is to blame. it takes two hands to clap anwaes. yah. dun be too sad or too disappointed lah. like i sad, there is always a brighter tmr. cheers!!

2005-04-19T04:39:00.000-07:00

hey zone comp is finally over!! anwaes congrats to valerie kelly welissa huiying shuhying ruixin yingjie waner huiting yurui olivia boonyi michelle lingyan huiwen kaixin xilei and jaslin!! not bad clinched second fourth and fifth. dun be too sad or wadeva lah. there is always a better tmr. yah and there is always a second chance lah. nth is impossible. u all can always go again nx yr and clinch first!! esp welissa!!! our lucky star!! and my most successful tudi!! hehe. anwaes zone comp day is kinda lame lah. doing sum stupid cs and sum scandalous stuff happen lah. moz prob we getting a sqmate-in-law soon. cuz mou mou ren was flirting with another mou mou ren. though its qt eeky but since she like den go ahead lor. we wun stop her.hahas. anna is like damn happy lah. smile until her mouth going to tear liao lah. she see fabian one time smile one time. tink her mouth cant close lah.
tink im getting qt pissed with alot of ppl lah. so irresponsible ppl onli want fun and duwanna do work. when did such a thing ever happen?? zuo xiang qi cheng. sickening. and den expect me to do everything lah. HAHAHA as if im so free. if they ever try to be funny i will be even more funny lor. i might juz slap them across the face if they ever piss me off again lor. SICKENING!!
anwaes today test is qt shit lah. shant elaborate. tis wk got so many shitty test lah. like wad shit. and tmr is 6 rounds. if i ever do survive tmr i will laugh for a day arhs. crap lor. my achievement for today: i helped samneo packed her table. i filed her worksheets up subject by subject and den forced her to bring home lor. HA and i feel so satisfied looking at the neat stack of worksheet tidied by me. as in me!!! hehe. and me and jiaen realised tt samneo and sonya are somewhat congrugrent. both are deaf and blind. hahas. think they are long lost twins can. TWINS.

2005-04-04T02:57:00.000-07:00

there's basically two words to describe how i feel now. IM PISSED. sickening someone is irritating me qt abit. and im getting pissed wif myself oso. y muz i always gif in to ppl and y does not a single soul on earth ever gif in to me?? crapp. and i hate being blamed for nth. i mean isnt my fault tt i hold a tie and some asshole refused to tell me wad to do?? y shld i be scolded juz becuz tt asshole nv tell me wad to do lah. like what rubbish. i mean the tcher so good den go do themselves lah and y cant they scold tt asshole whom they told the msg to?? i mean im sorry i do not haf psychic and do not noe wad they tink. like what crap!! and tt asshole called me a total of 13 times lah. and i was having lesson like wad she expect lah. and she can go ask ms lim herself rite?? like y shld i be tt stupid fool to go song shang men and get scolded?? go die lah. shant tok bout her.
test hw prizes and sj. i cant believe my life revolve all these lah. its pathetic. like wow great deal of things eh.and i hate all. tt's great. and the onli thing that excites my brain is tt zone comp is cuming. i wanna go dere and laugh at every single soul tt feels nervous lor. im going to do juz tt. esp if its my jnrs. who call them slack so much. if anyone perform under expectation they better dun cry lor. i tink trainers oso more hardworking den the comp team lah. how ironical is tt?? suck.

if there is one shape to descibe tt asshole, its gonna be a tortoise. bleh!!!

2005-03-24T03:50:00.000-08:00

cca is fun today.though its kinda first aid lah. like first aid course debrief den first aid lesson den activation.but damn shuang. at least the sec ones r not bored and unresponsive when we tok to them. at least they laugh. hehe. maybe they juz dun like enen.hahas. ok activation is kinda funny. esp shuyu lah. hahas. sum sec two juz check her breathing, found out there was none, blow two blows, and left. and tts not the worse.there are a total of 5 casualties in the forum and guess wad. shuyu is the onli one left behind by ALL first aiders and died in the end. and anna became the saver of the dead and the killer of the living. dun make sense? because it is correct. her life dun make sense.hahas. jk.
wenxun came down today. and enen is damn scared of her.hahas and guess wad. wenxun noes tt lah and was totally amused by it. cant stand enen's act pityful look. hahas. act scared and frighten. maybe she juz become less confident becuz lmj isnt by her side to strengthen her. hahas.

2005-03-17T03:05:00.000-08:00

assesment today.qt a failure.and i realised it wasnt onli in first aid.wells they seriously cmi lah. unless maybe the comp postponed until next year and they train everyday. den they might have one ray of hope lah. and i mean serious training.not tt kind of rubbishy one. wells maybe my expectation is high but they reallie super slack and they seriously pissing me off lah. cant be bothered lah. i mean if the enjoy tarnishing the st nicks image so much den carry on lor.anwaes in afew mths we wun be in snsj leh. they will be carrying tt lousy name as the black sheep of sj lah.and my sq has oreadi done wad we can to help them. they can carry the blame themselves. and if the reallie win its either by luck or the pierce comp grp fell sick becuz of sum poison mushroom or sth. y because it is IMPOSSIBLE. yes.
ok wells thanks ppl for the presents. enen jiayu's present is so scandalous lah. but it is nice ON ITS OWN. yah. and waner they all for the sword. its nice. and shuhs ruixin and huiying for the two tortoise.i decide to call one hooper and the other kingshaw because one of them love to step on the other and climb super high. lets hope it can help boost my lit marks.hehe. but its cute.hahas. and their claws r qt scary. RAHH!! tink they all haf rather low confidence in me keeping it alive lor.still buy food for them oreadi. qt paranoid but its qt thoughtful lah. hahas becuz seriously i never rear one b4. thanks everyone!!

2005-03-16T02:06:00.000-08:00

im officially sixteen

2005-03-13T03:19:00.000-08:00

yay holiday's coming!! hahas finally instead of waking up at 6am i can wake up at 7am.instead of 7.30-2pm i get to go sch from 8-5pm. instead of attending 8 subjects i get to focus on one subject--maths. instead of going sch i get to go to kcp. instead of seeing tchers i get to see officers. instead of classmates i get to see sqmates. instead of studying for os i get to go for sana course.WOW isnt tt great??cant believe im book from mon to sun lah.onli sat free can.how pathetic.nvm shall not moan. at least i get to sleep one day early.cant wait for pop and Os.hehe and after tt i m going to come back and laugh at the sec threes. muahahas. shall laugh when i can. now mugging time. got my timetable out and tts great. if i start studying immediately when sch reopens, i will finish the syllabus bu 2nd week of june.which means i have to mug continously for 12 weeks. indirectly 3 months.how stressing is tis.so now i shall play as much as possible. at least i wun feel like i wasted my onli holiday before Os.

2 more days. and happy birthday samneo!! read this 5 more hours later lah. dun peep.hehe.

2005-03-05T02:35:00.000-08:00

oh finally IT's over.finally i dun have to see enen everyday for IT.finally i dun have to change the slide presentation after every meeting with the tcher abt IT anymore.suddenly i feel so relieved at this interesting fact about IT.finally no more ppl laughing at us because our presentation for IT is so kanasai or ath lyddat. finally we no need to see any jnr involved in IT because IT's over!!hehe.and IT is the first aid course.
was slacking the entire day for it lah.aft presentation like nth more to do le.was watching the zone comp's grp training. wells val and yingjie's grp training is ok.their fd improved loads man.impressed.as for mich lim's grp, dint see but dun tink their will be impressing lah.i mean wads new.
today was pd.hehe so fun lor.get to laugh at jiaen who is gracefully dancing lah.hehe stupid woman keep on laughing at my uniform and sae tt im slacking lor.im juz resting for the future lor.tt isnt slacking can.dots. den me yilin anna kaixin waner xilei were gossiping lah.hehe.so wad lah.suppose to do duty and we end up doing nth lah.anwaes its a good talk.hehe.and kaixin is super innocent lah.xilei is super naggy.like tao tao bu jue. and waner is super talkative.hahas.all crowned with adjectives.
ate lunch with them lah.den xilei and kaixin is so disgusting lah.they were mixing the 7 kinds of sauces together and den into the douhua lah.still call it yoghurt.and they r seriously violent in nature lor.keep on tearing the plastic box into pieces and stuff lah.violent.
den went to j8 to sort of study with anna when we got chased out of macs lah.and i seriously think tt woman is bias lor.got one grp of guy sitting two tables away and she dint chase them away.and summore they sit even longer and wasnt even eating anything lor.we were at least drinking.crapp lor.den we started walking ard.saw qiuhong and her scandalous male friend. they claim they have no bgr but aiyas how fake is tt.hehe.den we continue to walk and i told anna bout the denatured alcohol.hehe.which is qt bian tai lor.bian xing jiu jing.hahas.sick.
tink anna is super niang lor.attracted to pink man.like wadeva.and den dunno y we went into the florist shop and she liked purple roses.qt eeyer.hahas.but wells kinda hated tt place.at first it stinked oreadi and guess wad the shop outside is a chinese medicine shop lah.like the combi is so gross.nose is so pain becuz of the sickening smell.den i told anna i got sensitive nose and great she started laughing at me lah.qt kind lah. sickening woman.

2005-02-26T03:04:00.000-08:00

woah investiture is finally over.muahahas.so many ppl came back lor.which includes my mentor.hehe.tink me and jiaen very mean lor.keep on avoiding her.hahas.but nvm.so funny to like tok to her now.like aft so long.nth to tok abt.wells nvm.hehe.the item suck as usual.but the food is the highlight of the day!!so nice lor.the custard pie and the cake.omg im melting.its so nice lor.but when i wanted to go second round den no more le.so sadd..yah anwaes we feel so bad lah.we suppose to bring njc ppl ard lah.but den they r like old girls so we end up doing nth lah.was toking rubbish in the forum lor.den we changed the venue to library.den we walked so slow to the library lah.took 10 min to walk from forum to library.how pathetic.den we went back to the classroom at 1.25 so we can be dismissed the min we settle down.hehe.den aft tt i immediately ran into the toilet and changed out of my invest u.den i went home to sleep.Zzzzzz...

today got cca.but its so first aid lah.did tt from like 8.30 to 11.30.woahs lah.den we decided to take a break.out of first aid i mean.so we had so many things left to do.wells.den the sec 2s and 3s arhs change very slow leh.though its the first time rite the rate is reallie slow.and despite the time spent, their uniform isnt in very nice condition lah.all messy and stuff.hais wells.heck lah can slowly change.anwaes the zone comp ppl r reallie gettin on my nerves lah.y issit tt our sq muz always help them keep and pack the room after they train? we r not their servants lah.and y r they called zone comp ppl for nth??it makes no diff between zc and non zc ppl becuz their discipline sucks and they dun even noe basic manners.wad crapp lah.and their attitude is not any better in fact worse lah.so arrogant and stuff.i mean they being zone comp grp now does not mean tt they r in it forever lor.i haf a very good mind to take ppl out lor.like y the special privilege when they do not deserve it a single bit.i tink we shld reallie tink twice in having 3 grps lah.maybe we shld juz send two. save the trouble and save us from losing our face when ppl ask wad happen to snsj standard.disgrace lah.if anyone asked i shall juz sae 'we tried our best to train them.and guess wad they r going to be our next batch of ncos.' i bet tt whoever person is going to laugh until the head drop off i tell u.and i shall join in the laughter.

2005-02-20T04:21:00.000-08:00

Went out to meet enen for first aid course stuff today.how sad lah.abit Sunday oso cannot rest.sucks.anwaes we tried to buy the alcohol first.we spent like one hour decided which solution to buy lah.den we act wanna buy according to the colour cuz the one in hq is pink lah.den end out both the solution we were holding is both colourless lah.great.den later the clever me took the alcohol swabs we normally used and checked the solution they use lah.den guess wad is none of the ones we were holding.hahas.smart sia.
Wells den we went to kfc and sorta ate our lunch.the first place tt we sat very excellent lah.got a lot of houseflies flying ard at the table beside us so we sorta lost out appetite and decided to change our seat lah.took damn long to eat the stupid chicken lah.wells den we were mostly toking abt rubbish lah.write one sentence of first aid den link to our life den we start to stray off our topic le.hahas.so we spend a super long time lor.
Den we saw anna and her bro.hahas.she dint tie her hair lah den not abit chang fa piao yi onli.hahas.den I call enen to sms her den we said a whole lot of rubbish describing her flying hair and being feminine.hahas.den we laugh like hell lah.den realized her bro is more crappy den her lah.keep on trying to find bf for everyone lah.nuts.more like he need one himself.and how bout he seem to noe so much bout pregnancy tt he look like he was pregnant before?? Pengx lah. Den they dunno bye how many times and they still cum back lah.great.Den me and enen were discussing how feminine anna got which is qt scandalous lah.hahas. tink Fabian changed her so much.hahas.the power of love sia.hehe.
Den when we finished both of us wanted to ‘sing a song’ lah so we went to the toilet when enen’s hp rang so loudly.hahas.so embarrassing.den she got a shirt for herself.den we started to looking for a seat to rest lah.but we walked ard in the entire building oso cannot find lah.so pathetic.so we sat in the royal sporting hse and act like we buying sth.den we crapped for so long lah. Den enen’s mother keep on tinking she got bf lah.how bout im a guy lah.hahas.enen was like feeling so helpless at wad her mother is saying can.hahas.her mother might still be questioning her now.hahas.jk.

“lucky I wasn’t wearing a skirt”
-anna

2005-02-19T03:58:00.000-08:00

my goodness i hate investiture to as much as my brain can contain man.sucks.its rather disorganise to a large extent lah.and they finally got the performance out today.which is 6 days b4 investiture to be exact.so pathetic lor.and so many things is left undone lah.so great.next wk muz stay for rehearsal from tue to thurs thanks to tt lah.and im going to throw my court shoes when i can take it off.and whoever is going to laugh at me for wearing tt is going to get the pleasure of eating my court shoes. so sickening.and the starting position is so dots lah.super niang can.and my leg almoz cramp-ed when we practise it for afew sec today.i cant imagine staying in tt position for ard 10 min lor.tink im going to cross my legs.heck it if zuo guang lah.i mean who have things tt i dun have.wads there to see. ok tt sounds qt gross.hahas.anwaes i will reallie whack whoever who tries to be funny man.girls in court shoes are the most rough.its onli the WOMAN that will become feminine.my logic.
ok cca kinds gets more and more boring.and i reallie i get the combination of all the shit lah.first i get the honour of planning first aid course and oso to pump ppl.great lah.i becum the super bad guy ard here.excellent.yah and i get ppl toking to me bout discipline all the time.Oooo so fun.it suck so much man.
conclusion: my life sucks.

2005-02-08T01:58:00.000-08:00

happy new yr ppl! today is new yr celebration. rush to sch to report for duty at 6.50am lah.den we all wait there until dunno wad thing and guess wad.the thing is postpone to two hours later.which is 8.50am.wows lah. anwaes the mass was boring lah.den performance.hahas.first is malay dance i tink. i feel very sorry but the guy in the centre is reallie qt short.hahas.i mean not tall den dun stand in the centre lah. not abit prominent. hahas.den lion dance.super nice lor.hahas.but jiaen keep on complaining tt the drums very loud and keep on urging tt guy to like eat the veggie lah.hahas.damn funny lor.den when they going for the veggie rite.they not abit change ppl lah.hahas.den damn funny lor.very got changing parade one lah.den the guy summore not tall enuff muz climb up the pole. den not abit anti climax lah. den the orange oso.take damn long lah.hahas.summore so obvious.hahas.the drums abit not anticlimax onli.suddenly loud and soften and den loud again lah.hehe so fun sia.
still got chinese dance and got one marie stella guy playing with her da dao.hehe.eunice keep on laughing at him lor.so evil.den got fancy dress.chuanting so cute lor.hahas.pao zhu.den still got sparklers one.hahas.mrs evelyn tan oso lah.hahas.wear a box.den kelly neo very cute lah.hahas.though i dunno y is there a cat out of nowhere.tis her class spend alot of xin si on it.den our class won for class deco!! den we got one ritter sport choc each.i tink the sch damn rich lah.each class gif 40 choc and each level got one bag lah.which is 400 pieces of the choc.its either becuz they got too much money or tt they are sponsered.which is highly possible.hehe.den went home wif eunice mich chin jiaen.we went to popular aft tt.on the way clement tan and friends boarded the bus can.great. and he started toking crap AGAIN.felt so relieved when he alighted b4 us.den found out eunice and jiaen will look down in the lift lah.so funny lah.like floor got gold lyddat.hehe.den me and jiaen walked to bus interchange.i topped up my card and walked back to the queue and guess wad i m still faster then jiaen.hehe.
ok off to my steamboat now....

2005-02-07T03:44:00.000-08:00

did duty wif siew min today.found out tt there was act a being more crappy den me.hahas.jk lah.wells she qt funny lah. toked alot during assembly lah.though we r not suppose to.hehe.wells den got back my maths paper.hehe.much much much better den my sets.hehe.i mean as long as i dun pass on the dot i did better den tt paper le.ok tts qt extreme.den eng was horrendous lah.copied my essay twice lah. dint even read it.tink i will moz prob fail lah.crapp.
went to training aft tt lah.act dint wanna go but kelly neo call me go down lah.so i extra there and shun bian go find out who my sp was.hahas act i oreadi guessed correctly.hehe im so smart.i reallie shld be a fortune teller nx time.hehe.wells shall reply her later.shant owe her letter b4 new yr.tink val grp is improving fast.hehe under me this excellent trainer i mean of cuz.hehe.if they ever do read this i pin high hopes on them becuz my tudi is there too.i mean not peiyu.hahas.my onli tudi tt is taller and older den me and who likes vincent.hehe. yah. of cuz biased abit marhs.my successor.hahas.i shall go kpo again maybe nx wk.hehe.if im free lah alright.

2005-02-04T03:52:00.000-08:00

today is a scandalous day lah.im constantly reminded or sumone.yes and i shant tell u who isst. sickening.and its all thanks to cai yilin lor. pig. will rmb her forever can. wells my mentee is a confirmed prefect le.hehe. i mean of cuz. under my excellent guidance.hahas. jkjk.
did titration today.hehe so fun.hahas.and sumthing lame happen.i asked samneo for the pump to keep den she raised her hand and show me her palm lah.dots.i was like wth lah.diff wavelength.hahas.den we waited for sonya and den me jiaen ade went to the dentist together. at first i tot super long den very scared lah. end up its onli afew sec lah.not abit got a shock can.hahas.den me and jiaen went for a meeting lah.den found out muz go sch at 6.50 on tue lah.i cum at 7.05 tt kind den suddenly want me cum so early like how excellent??
went for cca aft tt.along the way saw xueting standing infront of sec ones alone lah. not abit pathetic so i went to join her. den helped enen with the activation and the lesson lah. settled so many stuff lah. e.g. the first aid supplies.hehe so happy.but super pissed with all the noise tt im getting ard lah.activation is qt ok.super fast lah.hahas and zoe got a deformed right shoulder.hahas.deformed. den yentle was 'abit mad'.hahas.abit corny lah.and emily was ripped into two.hahas.funny man.but its not their fault lah.emily dint tell them.
cant stand st john now.so slack lah. can fidget so much in sq lor.suck.chose our sp today.my sp is a sec one lah.and i believe the person who got me is a sec two.but i dunno who issit and tt stupid anna refused to tell me lor.sick.and i noe who got her too.fair eunff.hehe.wells found out sum scandalous stuff in sec twos.hehe.scandalous.

2005-02-03T03:46:00.000-08:00

busy like shit lah. got investiture new year item first aid course and sports day to be busy with lah. and if tt is not enough i still need to teach sec ones first aid.wow. is there any human which can compare with me?? madness. returning to my sec threes days lah. onli exclude the zone comp part. if tt is act helping lah. den dint even have a single recess tis wk lah.and tmr i got meeting again. wif tym summore.of all ppl. hais suck. shant elaborate.shall go back to my ting xie.

2005-01-29T21:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday was graduation.i passed!!muahahahas..its super fun yesterday lah.but i lost my hp. and found it again thanks to my wonderful eyes.hehe.i saw the person who took my hp and he gave me back.yah ok act its more complicated den tt but who cares i got it back anwaes. but tink daphane teh and joann still haven get back yet lah.so poor thing. and summore joann lost alot of money lor.and its reallie alot.wells skip tt.
den its the item preparation. we did the song tt thing u do lah.and we did a dance too. den aft tt was the parade lah.stupid cheekai so sickening lor onli let us sit for afew sec lah.so cheapskate.den during rehearsal anna not da pai lah. like juz b4 the rehearsal den anna ask for permisson to tidy her hair lah.den when we started she was still tidying up so the whole course muz wait for her to finish tidying up b4 we can start lah. even the sirs can.she reallie woah lah.hahas.den mr chua came lah.den cuz he tink tt we cant stand the hot sun so end up the parade even shorter den the rehearsal lah.not ironical lah. den later we went to the hall and stood at the door until mr chua come lah. he super da pai lor.the whole anco ppl stood at the doorway and lead him to his seat lah.
the presentation was qt boring lah until it reach the nco part.merica got the best cadet for bnco lah.huiting valerie and mich i tink got best grp cadet.anna got best knowledge lah.hehe.den so funny can everyone laughing hahas.
after that was dinner.hehe took alot of fotos lah. and stupid anna tam and my dear jnrs i will rmb u all forever i tell u.pigs.make me super maluated lah.kaos.and i shall not state the details.sick.wells took foto wif majority of the st nicks ppl.hehe.and took wif laiyong and weirong ma'am oso.hehe.she very cute lah.act i was taking wif wenxun and ruowei when laiyong pop her over.hehe so i shun bian take wif her.hehe.at least no need find her again.den wanted to help jiayu take her mike but like so weird no one wanna take wif him.hahas.so too bad lah jiayu.her mike not popular.hahas.fabian dint cum so mou mou ren was very sad lah.hahas.and heard he failed his pilot course lah.and tt mou mou ren wanna comfort him can.not scandalous.
aft tt was performance.ours is the moz screwed i tell u.i hooked another person's leg and almoz fell down lah.and den the song was qt shit lah.den anna's grp damn funny lah.tt tze kin or sth lyddat was leading the way and he not aa lah.wells.den fahan danced solo for his grp man.sut sut sui arhs.very bang lor.like he prac at home everyday lyddat. den aft the performance st nicks all run up and do the chicken dance lah.dots.pierce oso went up but dunno wad they doing.den we took a st nick foto.5 generations from red badge to the next red badge lah.cool sia.den everyone wanted a 'disco' night so we contiued staying in the hall lah.den fahan danced again lah.den we all cheered.cool.den i went home during the packing up lah cuz my parents there liao.and hehe i dint do wad anna call me to lah. hahas i tink she is so disappointed.Awwwww....

2005-01-22T03:02:00.000-08:00

had grp meeting today.wells its suppose to be.but guess wad.end up with me and huimin onli lah.how pathetic. everytime oso lyddat can.hais.can see how much they dun care abt sj. den leopard got 6 ppl lah.plus their instructor tt makes it seven.still super pathetic lah.wells the two of us were rather extra cuz like we dunno how to dance cuz we seriously dun haf tt kinda talent lah.den we gave up and decide to sing a song instead. cant wait for poc leh.hehe so fun.
settled majority of the things today lah.though it was rather short lah.den we still need to do a board can. and we dun even haf pics lah.tts great. who cares man.its all cuz a freakin ass refused to tell us anything bout poc.and she enjoy making us look stupid and dumb infront of anyone else lah.sickening lor.all grps noe wad is happening except us lah.testing our initiative issit??ass man.dunno wad mistake did we do in bnco until so suay kanna her lah.and i reallie mean kanna.suck.*roll eyes*.den now depends alot on luck and skill liao lor.hope we dun screw up everything like laz yr man.i juz hope.wells at least i haf jiaen.hehe.my darling.at least not so much of a waste of time.hehe.
ok in exactly 7 days time....
nco course shall end
i will noe whether i pass or fail tt bloody thing
i tink we wun see each other so often of might not even see oreadi
i will not see my darling oreadi.so sad...
i wld haf to start focusing on studying ONLI.
i dunno wad will happen to me....

2005-01-19T01:10:00.000-08:00

so busy with the test and stuff lah.so shit.had two sci test one aft another yest lah.dun even haf any break at all.even exams have breaks.den got another three nx wk.and its act four lah den the tcher gif discount so 3 lah.hais.wad crapp is this??discount.and the bloody first aid course.it sucked lor.dint noe we had to do so much for first aid lah.i mean i tink me and enen got the worse post lor. when do u ever see the others so busy wif course and stuff??like never.crapp.hais the fans must always have feng feng yu yu to prove its worth.hais.

i realise....a friend lost is worse than a limb lost.......

2005-01-15T03:56:00.000-08:00

had tuition today.with samneo.tutor: mark lee.not the mediacorp artist but wenxu's cousin.he's kinda funny.hahas.wells tink the wind at my hse is rather strong.cldnt see he's face when i open the door for him.hahas.cuz his hair was over his face ALRIGHT.samneo was like tt oso when she came in.and poor her she lost her hello kitty ribbon and she is going to abandon it wholesale.hais.i pity that thingy. hahas.tink ppl ard me is gettin rather feminine.hahas.ok it sounds scandalous.hehe.
wells he very leng lah.den erm can sae got three kind of ion: cation anion and onion.wells.good lah.its either its a level chem or tt it reallie sound lame.wells.tink me and samneo were like laughing throut the entire thing lah.and tts great my hp rang twice lah.and its very loud tt kind.not abit embarrassing lah.
had so much sciences today.thanks to the stupid tests nx wk.and take note i put an 's' at the test word.bloody hell.one shot two science test on the same day lah.almoz on the same time summore. wad can i sae.

my life is not in my hands.....

2005-01-13T02:36:00.000-08:00

hais today is a super boring day mans.hais.start from maths.ct took such a long time to teach probability lah.and he still aims to finish by tmr can.and he is still left with 7 pages of notes i tink.great.his aim is rather hard to achieve can.den he summore try to be funny everyday and start to nag at us saying tt we shldnt play anymore when the fact is we wanna listen but he keep on toking crapp until there is nth impt to listen lah.cant expect us to listen to his life story rite??dots.den he started wasting time by asking ppl to be 'teachers' for one qn or sth lah.kaos. total waste of time lor.i wonder where the other classes are lah.
did an experiment during physics lah.tink there is sth seriously wrong lor.my ans is like twice the correct answer lah.but heard jiaen genevieve and one more person got the same as me.and leheng one is even more den twice.hehe so i assume we shall die together.the onli person tt got the ans is samneo lah.abit hard to believe lah.hahas jkjk.
geog lesson super tensed arhs.tink my seating arrangement got prob lor.every teacher cum in oso will look towards my area lah.tink tis yr dun work hard oso hard lor.to a certain extent its good lah but the process is disgusting man.but mrs sherwood is reallie bang man!!hahas.i see a ray of hope for my geog.hahas.
PC lesson so fun.hahas.we were playing with the plasticine.hehe how childish is tt.hahas.genevieve damn gross lor. make a lump of shit lah.den kylie make into sum heart shape lah.hahas.act romantic.the scandalous pair.hahas. they summore act angry at each other cuz got third party--samneo lah.hahas.den kylie was saying gen and samneo is sum adulterous pair lah.how scandalous is tt.hahas.hahas.den samneo was scared of kylie for a day.hahas.wells back to the plasticine.mich de make until so nice lor.no wonder she is an art student lor.my gosh.den gloria yilin and ade tried to imitate lah.one petal of yilin's flower drop off b4 it bloom.hahas.den ade one is disgusting.hahas. she doesnt haf any artistic talent.hahas.the flower heavier den the stem lah.den it was like toppling or sth.hahas. den shermin was making a snowman with many followers lah.hahas.den when gan told her to return the plasticine she like so bu she de lah.still take a foto wif leheng's phone lah.wells.
settled the first aid thingy finally lah.ok maybe not it has not been submitted lah.wells.but its sort of.den went home wif sonya anna adeline jar and wenxu.sat 268 with sonya lah.den halfway mich de came up the bus like how qiao is tt.den when by the time we went home rite we saw a total of 5 god of fortune bus.hahas.like how scandalous is tt.and it includes the one we sat on.the probability is rather small yet we saw the minority. sth is seriously wrong lah.

2005-01-08T02:53:00.000-08:00

been super busy recently lah.thanks to the sec one orientation.hais.start from yest.yest super rush lah.got cca den rush for ushering duty le.wells.cca is stupid lor.dint do much becuz its on a fri and they juz ate.sad lor.did alot on first aid.taught sec twos toc lah.heard more screaming den anything else.wells den activation.its a total failure.a total of 12 ppl 'died' lah including pc and apc.ok wells one is suppose to die but its still pathetic.hais.dunno where the priorities of first aid is.hais.
ushering duty is qt extra lah.juz bring them ard and den break.like we had a total of dunno how many breaks lah.den saw ms ng.hehe she came back lor.onli to light the spastic campfire.dots.but she at least leave up to the name of being the officer of npcc.woah.went home at 9.45pm lah.
came to sch at 7 tis morning lah.less den ten hours since i left sch the previous day lah.wells.den it was raining can.tis yr sec one damn suay lor.campfire rain and even cca fair oso rain.den had to have a wet weather plan lah.cs was rather shit.onli noe burns lah.hahas.so haf to leave it to the sec threes who went for training camp laz yr.wells.bandaging was done by enen.i tink they might start screaming becuz of the amt of sweat accumulation beneath the bandage lah.poor thing.den me and enen were slacking ard.nth to do lah.we have no energy to do anything.den see the crowd there den no mood liao.den sj room was booked by sec twos at first and snrs aft tt.so we ended up at the stairway lah.but qt a no of parents is qt interested in sj lah.surprisingly.left at 12.30 lah
ate noodles at the macs' territory.den suppose to haf a meeting to discuss pop item.but ended up onli got 5 ppl lah.not pathetic.and i almoz lost my pencil box.lucky yilin was willing to walk back to sch from macs to help me get it.heng arhs.if not i will get killed lor.my calculator is inside can.dots lah. wells den left early cuz like we wasting time and slept at home.hehe.i feel super shuang.

2005-01-04T02:30:00.000-08:00

suck.sch started liao lor.hais.been doing rubbish in sch these two days lor.cuz lessons haven start and we got alot of shitty crapp like sum security stuff.dots.shall start from yest.went wif anna to go to lavender cuz she need to do her ic.kaos.she took damn long to do hers lah.and sickening her attempted to retake her foto cuz she tinks its too ugly.super ai mei lor.feminine anna.hahas.gross. ok wells den later she said she need a pencil box so tt she can use her new bag and wallet on the same day.dots.extra her lor.den she wanted to get phantom of the opera but she not fated it have it.hahas.it was out of stock for the day.hahas.den went home with an aching foot lah.thanks to my new shoes.baahs.
today is crapp.dint do anything special.noe who r my tchers liao lah.oss is my chinese tcher lor.BAAHS!tink i can fail liao lor.den for ss is ms low lah.wells.at least i got mrs hoo and mrs sherwood!!hahas.i feel a ray of hope for my chem and geog.yay!!hahas.wells den tmr the first tcher we will be seeing is...clement tan!!hahas.extra leh.den he will start toking bout his life story lor.he seem to assume tt his life story interest ppl.hahas.ok tts mean.oh wells i shall start my maths hw soon.hehe.

2004-12-31T01:37:00.000-08:00

hmms.last day of the year.new year day eve.hehe.and tmr is the start of my sec four life.suck.how lame lor.new year celebration will not be on braodcast so as to moan for the sufferers of the tsunami disaster.kaos.like its totally out of pt lah.i mean it is two diff stuff rite.and they still celebrating rite.so y cant they juz take another step into broadcasting it??lame ppl.hais.tink tis new yr will be so boring.so much for a new beginning to our hectic life.hais.
soon zone comp training will start.training val's grp wif zoe anna and philana.hmms.dun feel like going down lor.finally broke free of tt fate lah and now its back again.onli intended to go down at most once a wk and now wad.great.hais.and its so weird.out of nowhere val's grp.i dun even noe them.i tink sumthing is reallie wrong man.and i reallie hate training.i shall re-consider training them.suck.
nx yr my class in level 4.hehe.finally climbing upwards.been stuck in the first few floors for the past yrs lor.and now i m finally on top of the building.not the world.hahas.and zoe's class is juz below.hehe.we will be stepping on their heads.hahas.jk.i mean in tt sense.hahas.but so fun.hahas.i can overlook the entire sch,hahas.i shall do tt every morning.hehe.buahahas.my classroom rocks.and it has a board outside tt says 'sec 3 justice' like sum pub.hahas.out of pt.ok wells everything in our sch is out of pt.

2004-12-29T03:09:00.000-08:00

went out wif anna jiaen peixuan agnes and davin today.met wif anna at first.den tot she wanted to eat lah den end up is wrong idea lah.so i was the one who ate instead.wells den on the way to mrt station met jiaen lah.not xiemen.hahas.wells den we met agnes lor.she very poor thing lor.got fever still cum.hais.reallie gou yi qi lor.hahas.den later we sat mrt and davin hopped in.hehe.
den went orchard.watched phantom of the opear.super man.i love their singing.my goodness.so bang!! hehe i wanna watch again.so nice.but dun reallie noe wad happen to the old man part.hais but nvm its good enuff.hehe.den walked ard lah.me and peixuan seem so greedy lor.we were the onli two eating lah.not wad lah.wells den went coffee bean lah.bought the coffee lah but its black coffee lor.w/o milk or sugar.and summore its diluted.i dunno wad happen to eat.den threw it away halfway den peixuan ask y i throw away lah.den i tell her it sucks den she started laughing lor evil.wells den went home wif peixuan.we started toking bout our corp.den her corp abit pathetic.hehe. 6 sec 3s lah. and her nx yr sec one is worse lah.onli got 5 classes and each class abt 30 to 35 ppl lah.summore they got 7 uniform grps.wow.and we like the opp case can.hais.dunno wad is going to happen nx yr.
hais tmr got spring cleaning.aft tt still need to do chinese project.i duwanna go sch so early lor.siao. 7.30 leh.norm is 8 lah.dunno wad happen.but it suck!!

2004-12-28T05:56:00.000-08:00

had a meeting today morning to do cca fair preparation.den it ended up sososososo pathetic. can simply sae plastic bag too big content too small.result: it suck.look so damn shit lor.like one big bag wif 3 sweets.dots can.wells.den had a chat wif sec ones and twos lah.its qt rubbish.found out i can crap very long leh.tok to sec ones abt 40 min lah.den end up no time wif sec twos.and i love my 10sec rule.hahas.everything ten sec.so fun.hahas.and i m not sadist.wells.maybe its the sec twos lah.hahas.
den went home wif anna and wenxu.anna was rushing so she left earlier.den me and wenxu got sum food and i attempted to fotocopy my punishment list when wenxu sae she help me type out.hehe.den i paying her one buck in exchange.qt bo hua lah but nvm.she printing 3 copies marhs.den when we went home guess wad.we see anna waiting in the rain.hahas.so she walking so fast sum up to nothing at all.hahas.we oso ended up faster den her.hahas.den found out ruixi walk real fast.we like left earlier and we walk so slow lor.she like zoom den at traffic light le.not eyys.
den went home and struggled wif the corp planning.so proud of myself.its so nice and neat.but the process sucked.been on it for ard 3 hours lah.one yr one lor.and i found out i changed qt a no of stuff.all anna's fault.hahas.everything oso shortcut here and dere until i dunno wad she toking bout. dots lah.sick leh.den i took so long to decifer everything lah.sickening.
watched kung fu hustle today.hahas.so funny lor.abit act as snake den end up get slap.hahas.den tt blob of fats in the beginning of the show.not disgusting lah.summore zoom in lor.not gross.hahas.but its so funny lor.den tt kungfu expert which was sitting on a toilet bowl when they found him.and he was in like singlet and pants.and slippers.hahas.how convincing.hahas.den not abit the toad style cum out.hahas.so lame lor.hahas.den evern got buddha made of clouds.hahas.the whole theatre was like eyys.hahas but its nice.hahas.tmr is phantom.hehe.both rocks!!

2004-12-27T04:55:00.000-08:00

donkey years since i laz update.hahas.and adeline miss my entries.hahas.so i shall do her a favour. hehe. got sq meeting today.suppose to like meet wenxun to tell her the grping can.den the whole world came liao lor.even qiuhong and genevieve lah.den she sae she busy not cuming le.so sickening lah.the whole world came down so as to confront her den she lyddat.sick.ok wells den we made use of the time to plan the orientation programme lah.though nth act happen.hahas.so we ended up doin nth.great.well i got my money back.hehe.money tt tt ong shanshan kept for sosososososo long lah. hehe.feel super happy.^__________^
ok den the four of us did the corp planning.dunno y lah.we argue like siao.hahas.den i tink the opp side ppl can hear us lah.muz understand macs is rather enclosed.yes.wells.sorta had it sorted out. up to emily to type out everything now.hmms.den went home at 2.efficient sia.hehe.went home alone but feel qt happy abt it.hehe.tink lots of ppl noe wad is the reason.hehehe..i feel so secretive. heehee.
wells slacked at home.finally the tuition is settled.hehe.on sat lah.and how weird is tt.every 3 wks skip one wk of tuition becuz of the lousy cca plan.wad the crap lah.the 3337 system is weird until i can laugh until my stomach burst.7 hours on one sat is madness.even we can stand it jnrs oso cant stand it lor.7 hours.wow.i dun tink my energy can last.like i always sae.sj is energy-draining.hehe.
my new yr resolution: to score well in my os.duh.and aim less den 10.hehe.i hope.for cca. wad else can i hope for.for everyone to pass first aid examS and to keep discipline up.hehe.and i shall honour my word to sumone.i WILL increase the standard of snsj discipline.i WILL!!!

2004-12-21T23:54:00.000-08:00

assessment and 3 generation outing yest. assessment is rather dots.its so fake lah.like its presence is juz to satisfy the need for assessment and not to choose ppl.the atmosphere is so fake lah.hais. haf nth to sae.i mean assessment for 4 ppl.how much can i expect??
den went off halfway to find my mentor and grand-mentor.stupid mentor trying to be childish lah. make me go up and down the escalator 3 times lor.i mean how stupid can i look.wells met them anwaes. was feeling qt extra as i tot i wld.wells.den watched the movie 'ocean's twelve' den went home.wells its qt nice lah.hahas.and very corny also.toked wif my grand-mentor on mrt.found out she is very nice.i mean under the contrast wif my mentor OBVIOUSLY.hahas.she has been trying to smack me the min i reach there lor.like how piggified is tt.and she seem to like escalators alot like she has nv sat on one.wanted to sit escalator all the way to the top floor lah.which i tink is the 6th floor.its madness.wells but thanks to the high-tech me we went to sit on the lift.hehe.
wells tink nowadays the whole world is busy wif comp grping.dunno wads the pt of getting so many ppl wif comp experience when winning is not the main pt.i mean wad the shit u trying to sae?? doesnt make sense.at least not to me.and i realise act ur social circle mean alot to ur fate. popular ppl seem to get things they want even though they might not be up to standard.the world is simply unfair.
its saddening to see ppl change.esp when its not for the better. i mean i cant reallie blame if they tink snrs and tchers are more impt den yrs of frenship.but its very saddening to see them like tt.

2004-12-20T05:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!hahas how extra is tt.i tink i suffered qt alot for not wishing u in the morning. kaos.and enen stop laughing.so suay lor.cant stand it.firstly, i went to macs to meet enen when i saw a mad guy meowing outside.not abit imitate anna lah.den aft tt my thumb was cut by the cover of my drink den enen was saying tam lah.den later went to buy my meal den the person who took my order is anna.wow.not abit xiemen onli lor.wells.
den went to meet the rest(peixuan jiaen agnes rhowena and davin) to go escape lah.took a one hour bus ride and reached there ard 11. den we started playing lah.first is the boat one.dots lah.den agnes sat at the back and she was wet from top to toe.hahas.den juz when she was getting dry we sat tt again lah.hahas.wif her at the back again.wenxun and cheryl joined us b4 tt.very fun lah.but later cldnt take tt viking and almoz puked.den dint play for the rest of the day lah.waste my money.den we played alot.pepsi flipper the boat one roller coaster blah blah blah...very fun leh.hehe.
wells but the effects of fun is tt i m practically red from top to toe lah.good lah.reallie a lobster man. and i will smack anyone tt laugh at me tmr lor.sickening.BAAHS..reached home ard 8 lah.got scolded for estimating my reaching home time two hours off.hahas.and also cuz i changed my species lah. became a lobster.dots.hahas.wells shall haf a early night.hehe.haf to go sch again tmr........

2004-12-19T03:59:00.000-08:00

had my anco exam today.buahahas its finally over but its kinda shit.esp the moi.both i mean.reported at 8.30 in the morning.den fall in.den tt stupid place got alot of shitty mosquitos lor.bian tai lor. den during ui the whole world was asking permission to scratch their legs lah.dots.den ruowei's leg is so erm lor.her whole leh is full of the bites lah.and i mean whole.no sarcasm added.
den we went back to the hall for preparation for moi.den we started toking bout outing tmr.den ended up back to sq one.how pathetic.den hongqi damn funny lor.keep on saying she is the prettist and sexiest blah blah blah lah.how thick skin is tt??dots.hahas.but she super funny lah.den had moi.we were the first grp.onli one word.it sucked.i mean cant blame us for being nervous rite.and we were not sum pro or sth.wad can they expect.den ate in bk.shared wif hongqi cuz she sae she cldnt eat anything and can onli drink lah.so yah she take the drink and i take the burger.den she cant even eat fries.wad can i sae??
den went back for footdrill moi AT FIRST den dunno y suddenly sae theory liao lah.dots.den i dunno y they gave 2hours lor when like the whole world started sleeping after awhile.den the paper is qt rubbish lah.wells shant elaborate.but damn stressed lor.dunno issit me or wad but when instructors cum see my paper they cum in twos lor.den one on each side.den look down on me lyddat. esp tt christina lor.cum here den flip one page and roll her eyes once.very dots one can.sickening.den i dint do one whole qn lah.den every single person who check my paper will call me crap tt qn lor.like hello if i can i wldnt be stuck rite.wells fabian is damn nice lor.he gimme a hint.obvious hint lah.den when i ask him sth i was shocked of his 'gentleness'.totally diff from tt guy screaming his head off during pt in camp.wow.stunned.
den fd moi lah.damn funny.my whole grp do the same command lah.cuz its all prepared earlier.hehe. even the order for volunteering is prepared.buahahas.wells.den pak wing super funny lor.hahas.command like singing lah.hahas.he super funny lor.moi classroom oso lah.abit ask him where is cheekbone den he pt lah.den the nx pt is nose den he was like 'u noe where's the nose rite'.dots. like duh.hahas.but super corny.den he and davin were so scared they were shaking lah.can see their legs shaking can.dots.and davin still claim tt he is the footdrill nco lor.smoke through one.hehe.
den slacked cuz we finish the exam first thanks to rhowena.hehe.den wanted to take sum pics when tt kelvin went home b4 we even saw him.wow.wells den no choice muz wait until poc night lor.hehe. went home wif RHOwena.(trying to imitate her slang).hehe.den halfway she sae she need to go punggol lah.fickled her.HAIS.hahas.den went home ard 7.how pathetic.but tink all other grps got home even LATER.buahahas.

2004-12-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

tmr is the anco exam lah.i so shld not be here but who cares a damn.hahas.my aim is juz pass.i dun care if its a C or a 50 on the dot.and moi is shit lor.baahs. and if tt davin attempt to pon tmr i m going to whack him.wells.hais.dunno wad shit is going to happen tmr lor.better pray in advance arhs.
did my moi yest.suppose to meet at 12 den postpone to 2 den 2.30 lah.good lah. den davin is qt smart.he dint noe where is the amk library.dint noe where jubilee. and onli recognise s11.wad can i sae.hungry ghost.hahas.wells den meet him and went to the library lah.met alot of ppl dere lor.e,g, chuanting erica and xilei. dots. got sum gathering there or sth??den we settled at one spot lah den realise sum bnco ppl from pierce oso studying there lah.dots lah.den we found out the stupid manual has no use at all becuz it doesnt have asphyxia lor.onli hypoxia.dots can. cheat my feeling.den we search in the library lah.den later worse kanna confuse by the books so we ended up asking the sirs lah.
first vincent.he very dots lah.ask him wads asphyxia.he sae wait i help u check. den later sae eyy dun haf..den i dunno le.den put down.wow.so much for being a sir lah.den we wanted to call ppl from elephant to ask whose doin asphyxia so maybe can get sum info.den use davin's phone call anna.den anna gave tt kind of 'wad r u doing wif davin's phone' tt kind of jealous tone lah.not scandalous. hahas. but she dint tell me anything though. wells he ended up asking charles sir anwaes.hahas.under pressure.den we sorta felt relieved tt we dint do the wrong thing. den went home wif valarie. she damn funny lor. go toilet oso muz drag a person wif her. as in not into the cubicle yes. maybe she scared the toilet monster eat her up.hahas.den went home super early lah.
den finished my ppt juz in time to watch inuyasha!!hehe he rawks!!

2004-12-14T01:59:00.000-08:00

hmms.bought anna's present le.though its kinda cheapskate it suits her lor.looks exactly like anna until i got nth to sae lor.tink its specially made for her.hahas.tink i m getting lazier as the days go by. haven started studying for anco and moi.and haven finish my hw yet.oh man.dots.and here i m playing the comp lor.i feel so sinful.hahas.and tmr need to meet to do moi.which means no time left lah.hais.tink need to cheong soon.and my god i haf tests when sch reopen.and i dun even noe wad issit.hais.lets hope i haf 30 hours per day.
hahas and my darling is so sweet.hahas.but can onli see her on sunday.so sad.hais.and tts like 5 days away.and guess wad i got to see rhowena instead.dots.hahas.saw her today in popular lah.she abit not embarrassing onli call my name so loud.dots.tink she shld be a part time siren nx time.

hoot hoot!!

2004-12-12T04:54:00.000-08:00

The owls we rawk
we're everything you're not
come challenge us if you dare
but you had better be prepared
cuz we are the mighty,
the best, the super owl YEAH!!

owlets
consist of rhowena(crazy woman), valeria(ah seng), huimin(jo'an), hongqi(big mouth), siti, mei kwan, xiaoqi, devin(tiko quek), kelvin and pak wing(yin tao xiao zui).hahas.my group has lots of nicks man.wells.my group seem like the super on one ard.hehe.not abit embarrassing lah.wells but super fun!!anco rocks.i wanna go again leh.so fun!!!

instructors
pyschopaths.irritating bunch of ppl yes.scold everyone like its their job and right to do tt.irritating lah.esp jikalap(sheela) lor.so sickening.keep on scolding anco lah.like so bias can.kaos.and tt instructor nana of ours is sick man.irritating lor.keep on rolling her eyes lah.den valerie is damn funny lor.abit sae she muz be very good in angles lah.cuz when she roll her eyes got diff degree.hahas.she(val) damn funny lor.but she very pig one. always make ppl laugh when we suppose to keep quiet lah.good lah.den everytime almoz sign extra.up check!!

meals
the food suck.and i feel so disgusted whenever i see my fork and spoon.i feel insecure at the layer of unknown substance tt might be compiling on top of my spoon due to the lack of soap.abit shit lah.kaos.so disgusting lor.and the food arhs they either gif alot of very little.sick one leh.but the food is kinda bleh.yuck.i wun eat it again even if i was paid a million.gross.hmms its good to haf guys in your grp.hehe.they finish all excess. esp devin the hungry ghost.hehe.he reallie eat alot lor.aft practically every meal he wld be staring at everyone's food and try to find leftover to eat.so pathetic lor.and he eat very fast lor.den val make fun of him and pass him one dozen of plastic spoons for fear he might juz break his.hahas.dots.

bunk 8
owl and elephant slept in the same bunk lah so i slept beside anna.hahas tink we r qt opp lor.when i can sleep she cant.when she can sleep i cant lah.dots.and i was rather amazed at her ability of being able to sleep when the rain was cuming in from the window lah.dots can.wells.

campfire and games
fun man!!for games we were competing wif leopard but den they ended up as our bao4 bao4.hehe.wells its fun lah.den campfire.hehe.our item rocks man.hahas.it was meant to be a trick to act as if there is sum internal war in my grp lah.when its actually fake.hehe.unfortunately everyone got tricked lah.hahas.and den we not abit got scolded by ppl who cheered for us.hahas.dots.wells.but its fun.tink val, rhowena, hongqi and charles sir ought to get the best actor and actress man.they manage to maintain cool and calm throughout the entire trick lor.hahas.cool.

conclusion
my group rock man!!buahahas.cant wait to be instructor next yr. buahahas. provided i do pass my anco tis yr. exam is the cuming sunday lor.oh man.very scared for moi footdrill lor.dunno how to pass tt.den the moi first aid doing wif devin and xiaoqi.wells.doing a topic which we cant even pronounce lah.cant even rmb wad issit. onli rmb is starts wif 'a'.dots.wells camp is over.finally can haf a nice nice sleep on my bed.nights everyone!!

2004-12-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

ok i got a clarification to make.i hate fickled ppl and ppl who take me for granted.i may haf offered to get the ranks for u all but i will not specially make the trip there to get ur ranks.who do u all tink u r?? sum big shots issit??i will not spend my time and money to go there and den lug the whole bag for nco camp.i will not and shall not.in case u all dint noe i got other things to do.my life do not revolve ard jnrs and onli jnrs.i hope u all do realise tt.stop expecting me to make the trip there for u all and pls mind ur words nx time.i admit i m a super sensitive person.

2004-12-04T03:23:00.000-08:00

last day of anco course.woohoo finally the end.hahas.i wun be grp ic again anymore if nothing goes wrong.hehe.shuang!!hahas.today is more fun.lalas.first is triage.its rather shit lah.and got tis irritatin instructor who keep on shouting and glaring at us lah.not abit rude and piggified onli lah.if onli i cld juz slap her.den got scolded by lots of ppl becuz of our lousy first aid.bleh.
lunch is pathetic.have ard half an hour onli lah.including walking time.den we ate at nonya wok.tt lousy place arhs serve super slow lah.by the time we got our food, we onli had less den four min to eat lor.den me meiguan and hongqi shared can.and we each took afew mouth and went back.and we RAN back lor.almoz puke can.den had a talk by sum hod of kcp.
den cpr course by fabian sir.he super funny and rubbish one lah.abit try means and ways to dig out our mistakes and den call us pump can.den rhowena is crazy lor.abit pump until so happy can.siao.hahas.wells we pumped qt a lot lah but very funny lor.den thanks to his strict grading onli 5 ppl completed cpr can.dots.
den debrieifing.fabian sir super funny lah.not abit try to make fun of everyone can.dots.hahas.practically laughed our way thr.den later weirong ma'am told us sum uh-hem stuff lah den he not abit ans can like how scandalous is tt.i mean its qt abnormal for man to noe woman's stuff SO WELL.things we dunno he oso noe lah.not eyys.
wells all the ppl were rather nice today.hehe.go to beach road tell the uncle 'uncle i want ____'.hahas inside joke.buahahas.

2004-12-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

anco is qt shit lor.ok maybe its out of expectation.starting from yest.it sucked.keep on having changing parade like how fun is tt.den run here run there until my legs haf blisters lor.dots.den the course ic was rudy aka wenxu's lover.hahas.yes.den he kanna scolded until i tink he almoz cry can.my god lor.tt fabian lah.not abit pyscho onli lor.abit not call us respect the door cuz its KCP's door lah.den sae 'if u dunno how to open the door we will spend the morning teaching u how to'.dots.nx time we bring incense there and pray to the door lah.dots.den my grp ic is damn excellent lah.tt kelvin can.from pierce one.he abit not volunteer can.dots lah.buahahas and ignatius is in elephant grp, ie he is in anna's grp.buahahahahahahas....
den had lots of lecture by fabian.and toc by MIKE and renxiang.hahas.jiayu in case u dint noe i was trying to make u jealous.they abit not strong lah.like can sweep up the bedok green instructor using the cradle method lah.renxiang can use fireman lift on tt same guy lor.my god.den we tried lah.i did the cradle method on xiaoqi lor.hahas.she super light tt kind can.like skin and bones.so she became the casualty majority of the time.hehe.den got one lousy telematch.den went home at 5.30pm.

for today.the bnco ppl came too.officers were stupid enuff to put guys in one room and girls in another.there were 100 plus girls lor sqeezing in one pathetic classroom.dots can.den fall in into the sq.for once we were faster den bnco.den we realise how big the group of bnco ppl were.one group got ard 15 ppl.and the grps form up the word 'ambulance'.u can multiply ur self.its so diff from us lah. anco onli got ard 12 ppl per group and they form up the word 'zone o'.dots.
had many lectures today.majority of them by charles sir lah.den yah compared to fabian he is much nicer lor.at least he dint scold us.onli scolded the course ic which is sum weijie guy.yah.den had footdrill lah.stood in the sun for abt one hour w/o water and food lah.now i haf a beautiful tan oreadi.tts great.den like ard half the population fainted can.wow.and fabian look qt calm and relax at the amt of casualties can.abit cold-blooded lah.wells den had footdrill theory by tis guy from zone 10 lah.his footdrill is damn good lor.reallie 90 degree and everything there lah.and the bang is tt kind of woah.tink will feel vibrations if we stand beside him lor.i tink anyone who was sleeping will wake up at tt moment lah.den crime prevention lecture.the policeman abit keep on trying to use means and ways to persuade ppl to write down his email add lah.and how disappointing no one wants.hahas.he qt rubbish lah.tok alot of crap.and keep on asking ppl to act as culprits lah.dots.but tt is the sole entertainment in the lecture lah.dots.den aft tt got rehearsal and last parade.and yes its another hello to my lovely bed.hehe.

2004-11-30T02:56:00.000-08:00

hmms..minicom finally over!!buahahas...so happy arhs...hmms..got alot of shit happen along the way.first one day b4 cump anna ALMOST blurt out the case so me and enen changed it lah.den laz night at ard 10.50pm, yilin told me tt snrs duwanna wear uniform so i m suppose to be it in FULL_U can.wow.abit early lah. den tis morning at 6.45, enen called to me to tell me she is sick and not going sch can.kaos.den i short of one judge lah.lucky got vanns.dots..
wells whole comp was ok lah.wells.tink i m too lenient cuz all things i judge ppl get so high lah.hahas.got so many ppl score full marks lah.dots..den wenxu was scolding me for giving high marks.dots.abit gif high get 'scolded' can.den cpr even better.so many ppl fail but cpr pull up the marks lah.hahas.lowest onli 79 out of 115 lor.hahas.so the highest is reallie very high.hahas.dots.and i once again got 'scolded' by anna for tt.dots.the sec ones and twos shld reallie thank me lor.im so nice.hahas.
wells den yah the results:
most diligent sec one: xilei
most diligent sec two: lingyan
best footdrill: kelly's group
best first aid: valerie's group
best nursing: yingjie's group
best cpr: lingyan
best leader: mich lim
best assist leader: huiting
most entu group: huiwen's group
most bonded group: kelly's group
most cool and calm: welissa's group
most energise: dior's group
most lively: jinan's group
2nd runner-up: yingjie's group
1st runner-up: mich lim's group
champion: valerie's group
hmms...guess i can finally sleep well le.hahas.and summore tmr is my off-day b4 anco!!hehe.good night ppl!!

2004-11-29T02:47:00.000-08:00

realised i haven blogged for a long time.hmms.too busy recently.hais and tis wk is no exception lor.can u believe it i onli got wed and sun free??dots the rest of the week is tt kind of 8-5 kinda thing can.dots lah.hais......
hmms.tmr is comp.cant believe it lah.so fast.hmms.hope it isnt too bad.shant sae any pou leng shui de hua lah so shall juz keep quiet.hahas.anwaes must jiayou lah.u all haf cum al long way for one day and tts tmr so gif it ur best shot!! ok??i just hope i get an ans by their actions.hmms.
yay anco is cuming.buahahas.so pathetic i was like the laz to find out my grp can. thanks to mou mou ren from bgss lah.dots.all her fault.make me so extra.hahas. anwaes the moz extra thing is the combination lah.zone o.abit cant even form zone one can.and summore all animals lah.zoe one start wif o.sum occa or wad so ever lah.den anna one is elephant.hahas.elephant ic reporting strength.hehe.i feel evil.hmms.den i m owl.dots.not abit tt animal hooting in the nite lah.and tts me.great.wells still cant wait to noe who in my grp.yay.owl.hahas.

to ALL jnrs: jiayou for comp ppl!!!

2004-11-20T02:54:00.000-08:00

juz realised sth.forgot to put my shirt size for my anco shirt.wow.tts so smart.hais.dunno wad is going to happen.dots.

went out wif enen tis morning.hmms.went ard amk central looking for the cs kit.den went to watson to get the lubricating jelly.found out sum super dotty stuff lah.and enen muz point it out to be and pollute my innocent mind.hahas.i feel so stupid lor standing beside a bio student.dots.den guardian. hmms.dunno which cold spray to find lah.den found tis stupid spray at the corner of the shelf and juz took it.ten bucks lor.so ex.den we sat at the guardian for dunno how long b4 we decided to use a face shield.dots.den went to popular and got the paint.hmms.long list of places we got here.

den our lunch was bread.from cake shop.tasted not bad.enen was struggling wif it lah.and she even ban me from watching her cuz she tink its too horrendous.hahas.den went to bishan and bugis to get our comp present.feel so accomplised lor.finished all tt we need to do within tt few hours.ok maybe not afew.like ard 8.woah.now tt i counted it.its reallie not little sia.hmms.

tink i ought to learn the splitting skill for minicom.it is not possible for me to be helping enen wif cs while doing uniform inspection.but enen sae she can do alone.but its so mean lor.haiyas.life truly suck lah.and summore enen doesnt noe cs at all.great.hais.shall get her a temp helper.hmms.and juz who shall tt be............

2004-11-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

hmms.suffering from a combination of flu sore throat and cough.wow.tink it is sum sort of a package cuz i get them together all the time.dots.baahs.and i had sum achievement today.hehe.finish the chang wen suo duan and finished reading im king of the castle.hehe.tt story is qt shit lah.read for dunno how many centuries and the ending is tt kingshaw committed suicide??and summore they cnt sae tt he die muz sae tt he was floating in the middle of the stream and lying face down.not abit chim lah.act smart.hahas.
ok great getting the report book later.in 45 min time i shall leave for my journey of death.and i bet tt gan tok tin sure will try to be funny and sae tt i tok alot in class and inattentive tt kind of rubbish one lor.and he better dun distort my name and mix it up wif yihui's one lah.not abit sickening can.baahs.tink i might juz fail my conduct tis yr.hahas.

minicom is in 11 days time....

2004-11-18T03:31:00.000-08:00

down wif a stupid flu lor.so sickening.baahs.cant do anything rite.and minicom is cuming lah.i feel so surrounded by it can.first anna den enen.hais.and found out i will be damn busy on comp day.so fun lah.tts great.hmms.if i went to sch today to help in stock taking, i will be going out for the whole wk.wow.

2004-11-17T02:44:00.000-08:00

did lots of things today.hehe feel so accomplished.was packing the cs kit wif enen when we suddenly had the urge to pack the first aid kits.hahas.den we unpack all first aid stuff in the room and packed them into complete first aid kits for pd.hehe.and if anyone is going to mess wif those kits they r going to get into super deep shit and they r going to get 30 pumps from me EACH.
den went to eat lunch wif enen.dunno wad sparked off our memories in bnco.maybe cuz anco is reaching lah. hehe.den we started toking bout the scandalous issue in our sq.hahas.not abit dots.suddenly want to go for anco and hope its tmr.den i can noe my grp and all the stuff but scared its too tough and we might die there. yah and summore we signed our shen1 si3 zhuang4.dots.hmms but i still hope for tt.hehe.
to sec twos: after seeing all ur training i m super disappointed in u all.comp is in like less den two wks time and i see no improvement in u all at all.and i reallie mean AT ALL..dun tink i shld stress u all at this pt of time but u all r real sickening sumtimes.if u all still tink tt wif tis standard u all can go for zone comp den u all r too naive lah.and even if u all win i dun tink u all r good enuff to beat pierce lah.do not still tink tt u all r still better den us like wad the snrs always sae lah.we haf seen more and we haf grown.and u all better start growing too if not ur jnrs might be the one tt r beating u all.i hope u all do realise the sec ones r improving at a MUCH MUCH faster rate den u all.i can see tt in every aspect.experience doesnt mean anything lor.esp if experience doesnt cum wif skills.we can jolly well focus on sec ones and they get their experience AND skills.u all better start bucking up if not u all will reallie kick the bucket soon.and i mean it.u all reallie made me and enen super duper disappointed and we r not going to care a damn shit abt u all.u all go find ur own life jacket cuz ur previous one juz burst.yah.and sayonara!!

2004-11-15T22:33:00.000-08:00

i hate yann yee!!she abit not sickening lah.tell eunice like at 11++pm tt we muz cum at 9 today lor.den like it smashed all our plans.den we asked mr ho he sae today cnt muz be on thurs.Grrrr... sickening woman.act leader nvm lah if she gif the correct instructions but the prob is she cant lor. wadthehell.shant tok abt her le.
went for training today.feel like mass first aid lor.did first aid case for so many grps lor.den i feel so mean to zoe cuz at first i ask her whether can lend me her chang wen suo duan to fotocopy lah but act i haf it den she muz bring home again.dots.wells.sorry zoe..den training was qt well done.i was surprised tt the sec ones' cpr is not bad.hmms..rv2 zi4 ke3 jiao1.hahas.
den went to eat wif eunice at mos.den her boyfren(qw) and his boyfren's good fren wayne came.dots.i was like so extra.hahas.den they were gossiping bout tis guy call zhe min lah.dots.sounds so sissified.hahas.den they were toking bout how much of a flirt and a crybaby he is.dots.den tt wayne guy was toking bout her cousin lah.and he was so mean lor.keep saying she is no hope le.and she so happen to be my jnr.so mean lor.wells.den i concluded tt eunice has qt bad taste.hahas.ok wells qw was qt dots lah.no good impression from the beginning.hahas.no lah.he like keep on playing wif the straws and all tt.and keep on flirting wif eunice.dots.den like so eeyer.hahas.wells den i went home early aft tt.and i found out it was still raining which is abit dots.wrong estimation.
yay watching the incredibles wif sonya and summore ppl on fri.yay!!its so nice.and so corny.and i saw tis baby which is one of the characters and if i rmb correctly his name is jack jack.hahas.so cute.yay. shall enjoy first den die lor.getting back our report books on tt same day.tts great.sigh.but nvm i still look forward to it..

2004-11-14T03:36:00.000-08:00

shall start from yesterday.starting from the first aid revision.i almoz lost my voice.the sec twos sumtimes real sickening lor.walin.make me damn pissed lor. if its the first time i m teaching i dun mind but the prob is its not lah.and den its like we r not forced into teaching them lor.its not like i owe them a favour or sth lor.make it seem like they r the boss or sth den we like servant can.keep on reading their magazine and toking lah.its a good thing i was rational enuff not to tear the magazine up.keep on toking until i shouted then they keep quiet for the day.finally.testing my temper.i might juz gif each of them a tight slap across their face since there is onli 7 of them.pathetic enuff liao lor.still wanna piss me off summore.baahs!!
den first aid prac. its qt shit lah.first the cpr.abit dunno wad to sae liao cuz stupid anna and onyee abit tok so loud until i forgot how to start can.dots.but i love my rescue breathing.onli two out of dunno how many escaped.buahahas.i rock.considering the fact tt this is the first few times i m doing cpr.i tink it is the fifth.hehe.den i do until my two fingers numb from the head tilt chin lift can.den for toc rite.its the best.i tot mike wanted to prac wif us can until anna told me tt he is act grading den i was like omg.wells it kinda suck.and my hand hurt.dots.den lastly is bandaging.cant get tt stupid head bandage rite.maybe anna's head is of odd shape.hahas.no lah.it keep on slipping off cuz tt pig keep on moving here and there.den later i call wenxu to grab her den i pass le.hahas.see!!!its anna's fault.hahas.
den went home wif a big fat headache lor.but the steamboat cured everything. hahas. its so nice lor. ^______^.did nth today.act wanted to get my windbreaker but its too late le.den shall juz wait till tmr or maybe even later.

2004-11-12T01:54:00.000-08:00

hmms.did a big feat today.attempted to read im king of the castle.and i got pass the first three chap lor.applause pls!!*clap!!*hahas.imitating abc.hahas.hmms..it is so boring i practically dozed off.stupid book.heard from vann the story is juz abt tis boy got bullied by another boy until he cldnt take it and committed suicide.end of story.wows.hmms.interesting lah.
hmms tink i m suffering from mood swings nowadays.very serious tt kind.and i found out it is onli towards one person.hahas.wells i shall ctrl myself.maybe i can learn how to meditate.hmms.worth considering.hais.stress is harming my brain..

2004-11-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

super pissed now lor.sickening.sum fickled person juz shua2 wo3 again lah.or maybe i shldnt sae shua since it isnt the first time le.hate it.sickening lah.*roll eyes*.spent my day shopping wif my mother lah.so tired lor.and she still haf to piss me off.cant be bothered repeating all the same stuff tt i said in my blog laz time lah.i very sick of it liao lah.hate sacrificing liao lah.y muz i always be the one who muz sacrifice all my enjoyment for the sake of others??it is juz not fair lah.im very sick and tired of tis kind of stupid sacrifices when all i get is juz ppl laughing at how foolish i haf been lor.wadeva.whenever i tink of it it reminds me of how a dumbbell i was to act believe tt she is going to honour her words.like oh man i haf been so stupid.irritating.all she noes is juz irritate me wif sth tt she tink is funny while i dun and den shua me the nx time.walin.maybe its juz my moodswing but sumtimes i can onli sae she dunno when to choose the right time lah.baahs!!i m so very pissed.and nth is going to help tt.

2004-11-10T03:34:00.000-08:00

finish hong lou meng today.hahas.laughed my way thr though it wasnt suppose to be lyddat.hahas.it is super complicated lah and den the characters abit not easily jealous onli can.see the lover wif any guy/girl den cry den puke blood den fall sick den on the verge of death and den the lover go clear all doubts and den they will be well again.wow.better den any doc man.den the ending damn excellent. prac the whole world died.hahas.den the whole seems to be wrong in every single available method. dots lah.damn corny lor.
Oooo...sumone is finally back.hahas.bet got one mou mou ren is damn happy today lah.at least she will feel less deprived.hahas.she abit not despo lah.hahas.anna has been beggin me to do sth.but the kind me shall juz refuse.like i said i wun sacrifice my reputation for yours.hahas.ok tt is a more serious form of it.hehe.though i will stand to gain myself.hahas.not in the uh-hem sense but the aiyas secret. ok its sounds real scandalous.but its juz cuz its a secret.hahas.dun tink crooked.tink the world is getting bian tai.hahas.esp my class which has ppl like gen.the stupid firefly.hahas.
hmms.goin to disappear from singapore tmr.like how wenxu puts it.hehe.will onli be back in the night. dots.oso dunno go for wad lah.half a day??hmms.waste my time.and so sad lor tmr got so much nice shows going on lah and i will be away.hmms.nvm.happy deepavali everyone!!hahas.extra.

2004-11-09T01:43:00.000-08:00

had four hours of maths today.hmms.was late but act early lah.samneo told me to run to class today lah but i dun believe her partly cuz i smsed sonya and she told me to take my time and i saw phebe strolling to sch.so i ignored samneo.hahas.her plan did not work.hahas.too bad it backfired.hahas.den clement tan was like 25 min late lah.dots.and he told us tt he is going to be our nx yr maths tcher. shucks.maybe one say b4 prelims den he teach finish the laz chap lah.dots.dunno wad is going to happen to my class lor.suck.den as usual we were crapping in class lah.stupid samneo keep on vandalising on my paper lah.den i ask her 'u want me to carve on ur paper' den she stop.hahas.and she is crazy lor.keep on writing 'i love pink' can.not disgusting lah.den jas teh is crazy lor.keep on laughing lah.siaos.and she keep calling my 'evil woman' lah.not abit sickening.hais i m juz not suited to sit beside to band ppl who has been driven insane by band prac.hahas.
aft tt went for training wif yilin and wenxu.kelly's group is qt rubbish lor.they persuading skills is damn excellent lah.not abit tell the patient tt the food look the same so it is the same lah.den juz pop into the patient's mouth can.dots.den they super noisy one lah.there was silence the min they left for lunch.den found out huiwen's grp did not reallie learn the no 3 and 4 trolleys can.den ruixin and jennifer so poor thing lah.so the nice me shall go pop by and see their nursing on mon.hehe.i m juz too nice.hehe.den saw kelly's grp fd.she keep on showing her teeth den when yilin call her dun show her teeth she will stick out her tongue.hahas.not abit eyys.
went home wif wenxu and yilin and toked alot on sec ones.wenxu tried to be funny but she dint realise i noe more.hahas.den she look so disappointed.hehe.i feel so evil.but who cares she started it.ok tt sounds so kiddy.hahas.anwaes i shall start my hong lou meng SOON.and i bought the stupid history chinese book today.realise it is qt disgustingly thick can.dunno when will i finish lah.dots. O time must untangle this.this is too big a knot for me to untie.

2004-11-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

hmms sth real jin bao happen tis morning.hahas.my neighbour was like argueing wif her daughter lah.den they shout until the whole neighbourhood can hear.hahas.den i tink the whole world noe how her daughter did for her exams le.den they even throw things lah.my sis was like good we can go pick up sum good stuff.erms.den went cycling in the afternoon.abit suay larhs.saw one dead rat and one dead cat.almoz rammed the rat and the cat was like floating in the river.not disgusting.bleh.
hmms.many ppl is praying for anna lah.hahas.dun even noe she alive or not can.of all time choose this period of time to go japan lah.wells.lets juz hope she is safe.dots.i can onli sae good luck.

life isnt fair

2004-11-06T02:48:00.000-08:00

open house today.me jiaen amanda and zoe r the usherers which is qt slack.juz gif flyers to the parents lah. alicia from red badge came back wif her fren lah.and her first statement made to geraint wong was 'how cum the sch lyddat??'.hahas.oh man tt is so str8forward and true lah.but tt is the true.i tink my sch turning into sum rainbow sec lah.it is pink green and blue.lalals.and the combi is disgusting lor.yuck.but according to him it is onli the base colour but considering the amt of colours and paint used, i tink moz prob it wun change too much lah.the sch lack taste lor.feel so diu lian to usher ppl ard lah.den collected the cards back when one parent cum and ask me whether cheerleading is a cca??erms.very got such cca lah.i always tot it was a duh qn.hahas.
den duty ended and we went to visit our very own cca--sj.hmms.they teaching strethic drills.surprised at the fact tt they can remember.erm ok maybe its juz me.hehe.it was one yr ago when i juz learnt it.dots.oh and i haf first aid prac nx wk.tts great.den saw how helpless yilin was w/o anna.hahas.cuz norm anna do all the shit but now tt she is in japan, she got no choice but to depend on herself.dots.den aft teaching sec ones and twos strethic drills, she decide to gif sq interaction.which is actually to waste time.hahas.den aft ard 10 min end of cca.dots.not abit eyys.
went to watch the ld performance aft tt.tink the ld ppl r qt disappointed cuz there onli got 2 families and the three of us lah.but the performance was not bad lah.though it was qt short.yah den went home.so happy lor.hahas.my legs r hurting like hell so i feel damn shuang.hahas.den was waiting for my father in father barre. saw eunice's mentee liping.hahas.so diu lian lor.i mistook her for jiaens mentee which is not abit pengs.den found out she is super nice lor.tink eunice is the black sheep.hahas.her whole mentor mentee line is full of nice ppl except for uh-hem.hahas jokin.hehe.den asked her how she find eunice.her onli statement was 'she is afraid of frogs'.hahas.of all things lah.so i therefore conclude tt eunice is a coward.hahas.which is the truth.hehe.den i annouced to the whole to get eunice a frog for her bdae which is cuming.one from each person arh.hahas.tink it shall be the most memorable bdae in her entire life.hahas.ok to certain extent i m jealous of eunice.her mentee is so nice and poor me dun even noe who my mentee is lah.suck.life isnt fair.

thank you mentor

2004-11-04T23:34:00.000-08:00

shall start wif yesterday.hmm.maths lessons is so boring can.like even the studious jiaen slept and played bingo aft tt lah.tt is such a big feat lah.so cant blame us tt clement is boring.wells.den was so bored until me samneo and jas teh played one-letter hangman.hahas.den got one time i guess correct on my first try.hahas.samneo abit not pissed lah.hahas.den aft sch had the first aid test.it was qt dots lah.abit hard onli lah.feel so diu lian lah.if first aid nco fail the exam den maybe resign lah.not abit embarrassing onli lor.yah den aft tt waited for sonya in the canteen when adeline came along.wanted to borrow my umbrella and she still keep suaning me lah.den i keep using the fact tt she is asking a favour from us to rebut.hahas.she abit not bek chek.hahas.den went home and started playing until the end of day.hahas.so engrossed until i even forgot to blog.hahas.
nth much happen today.wen to popular wif sonya to get my vcd and sum tb but dun haf.so started walking ard central to get it lah.den ate alot.hahas.pass by afew shops which sell good food so we did wad a normal being wld do.yah.borrowed brother bear from phebe.hehe.she abit not shock when i ask her how cum cant close one lah.den act cuz the cd came out of place.hahas.den she almoz scolded yilin.hehe.wells not my fault.it slipped out.hahas.
realise i act haf qt a good mentor who is willing to lend me her sec four books so i can save my money, who is willing to gimme her books for free with the onli condition to study hard attached, who is nice eunuff to scold me 'siao' when i ask her how much to pay her, who is willing to gimme the onli possession her mentor gave her--maths tb--cuz i need it, who is nice enuff to gimme extra notes on her tb, who is williing to dig out all her sec one and two chinese tb so i no need to fotocopy from other ppl.hahas ok to a certain extent she is much better den i tot.hahas.expected her to scold me cuz i haf been mean.ok i shall treat her niceR nx time.hahas.but extent is not stated.hehe.thank you mentor anwaes.u saved me from all troubles.hahas.byebye.

2004-11-03T01:38:00.000-08:00

went to sch for 2 pathetic hours today.waste of my precious time lor.had maths lah.hahas at first samneo sae he block sth on the blackboard den call him to move away.guess wad.he move to a spot exactly infront of samneo and settled there.hahas.erm like dots lah.and summore he split up the four tables infront of him juz to be wif samneo.hahas.ok it sounds real scandalous.he damn scary lah.for the whole session keep looking to my side cuz sonya(who has been talking continously for 2 hours) is sitting behind me.dots lah.den everytime he wanna call her i hafta siam cuz i duwanna block him. hehe. sonya abit not eyys onli lah.abit not tok back and sae until clement tan is the one who is in the wrong.hahas. typical sonya. went home wif samneo. she toked alot abt mich goh and i toked alot on phil.both in the complaining sense.but yah i wasnt toking bad abt her.juz saying her bad pts.i dint scold her.or at least under the comparison wif samneo i m juz correcting her mistakes.hahas.
met xueting on the way. how scandalous lah. she goin sch while we going home. hahas. she abit dun sound pissed onli. xueting abit not keep on saeing samneo is my fren cuz she sae real retarded stuff. hahas. e.g.xueting pierce her ear den she ask y pierce both?? erm. its a personal preference lah. dots can. she shld go for brain scan.hahas.
hais got first aid re-exam again tmr lah. dots. mrs tan is so erm lah. abit send funny ppl. so unfair. blehs. den muz study lah.so pathetic.my lessons abit end at 11.30 tmr lah.in other words i haf to wait for like 2.5 hours lah.good can.and wad m i suppose to do??other den rot?? wanna go see training but i bet sum freak will be there to spoil my day lor.how i hope i fall sick today.suck.

2004-11-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

damn suay today lor.suay of the suay-est lah.first thing.went to macs to eat breakfast went i almoz had a cockroach as my companion can. lucky i was quick in response and shifted immediately away from the scene.dots lah.abit light up my day lah. super awake can. dots. den later almoz late for lessons can. spent four min to rush from macs to sch lah. big feat sia. i did it. hehe. wenxu is super impressed. she sae she normally take twenty min. hehe tts the diff.
den had maths.tt clement tan damn good lah.we waited for him for damn long and den he told tammy a msg which is 'those who r hungry can eat in the canteen.lesson starts at 8.10am'.hmms.the quick-witted us quickly concluded tt the greedy him wanted to eat himself lah and den try to act as if he is tinking for those tt haven eat breakfast.if he thinks he is smart to use he this excuse den i juz haf to sae jiayou.yes.
den chem.my god almoz died in lailai's lesson.but one thing good.tt is the laz time we will see her for the rest of our lifetime.yay.hahas.she hinted to my class that another tcher would be taking over cuz like she keep saying 'tell ur tcher nx yr tt we are at blah blah blah chap'.so the quick-witted me therefore concluded tt she will be leaving.buahahas.i can smile in my dreams.^________^
den stayed back awhile for training.suppose to stay until 3.30 for sonya.but aft i see tis mou mou ren from my sq, i decided to leave wif wenxu.yes.and yes sonya i admit i abandoned u.hahas.since u muz force tt statement on me. hahas. hehe irritated her qt a bit lah.she keep on calling me to keep quiet. hahas but i sorta ignored her and continues toking. hehe. she abit keep saying tt she is going to disappear from tmr until sunday lah. when the fact is she is juz going on a holiday. wells.
hmms got so much hw lor.dunno when to start doing it lah.chinese being the moz lah.abit muz read two books can.and still got the chang wen suo duan. hmms.ohya and i got first aid re exam lah.and the spas tchers still haven make up their mind on when they want us to take the exam.pigs.den poor zoe dunno pass down the msg how many times lah.thanks to the efficient them.enen sound super pissed lah.wells.

2004-11-01T03:53:00.000-08:00

hmms.today is such an exciting day tt i muz blog.today is my chinese os.it sucks.as in s-u-c-k-s. yes. tt is the most direct and accurate word to describe it. paper one is ok lah.den later had a f-o-u-r hour break.den crapped alot lah.studied wif sonya, samneo, adeline and kylie.at first we were going fine.den as time goes by our vrain started going cranky.den brain jam.yes.and of all the time the jam came during our paper 2 lah.good lah.den the thunderstorm sorta intensify the atmosphere and add on to our nervousness.yes.woah i sound real pro.hahas.yah its qt shit lah.
went for training aft tt.found out onli 5 sec ones were there.hmms.so indirectly the sec twos were slacking as expected.i juz dint expect it to be tt serious.yes.den the entu sec ones decided to enjoy at our expense and decide to do first aid.me and enen almoz died tinking of cases lah.like half our brain cell population moz probably died out.did like three can.dots.
became one of the casualties in one of the cases.woah i tell u i swear i will nv try tt again. wow. totally horrified.case started and the whole world zoomed at me lah.woah.saw ard 5 ppl ard my head lah.dint even move for fear of sumone trampling on me.good lah.suppose to be unconscious but kaixin and xilei keep on poking me until i had to wake up from my sleep lah.dots.xilei and waner abit step on my twice can.dots lah.but for new comers its not bad lor.reallie.though they haf a long way to go, they r improving fast.yup and tts good.pinning super high hopes on them.better dun disappoint me lor.i might juz hantam them.hahas.wells i m not tt sadistic.hehe.
ate douhua wif zoe and enen aft training lah.den toked alot bout minicom and our successors lah.wells shant reveal the content of our discussion.but tink we dun haf anyone in mind yet.or maybe its juz too early.hehe.moving fast.hais.anna is going japan lor.so shuang.and samneo was saying tt japan is having sum earthquake or sth lyddat.wells i can onli sae 'anna good luck!!.hahas.no sarcasism included.
concluded tt i m such a good liar.hahas.helped eunice today.and to a certaine extent i m smarter den her.hahas.

2004-10-29T03:38:00.000-07:00

hmms have chinese and maths lessons today.chinese is qt fun cuz chen siu mei is so funny lor.hahas.she very lame.hahas.den maths lessons is abit erm.had to cover one side of my ear cuz clement tan tok super loud lah.like scared no one can hear him lah.erm den he dragged our recess time.my stomach was growling like hell lor.so scared genevieve can hear me den so embarrassing lah.
ok den recess rite i super disappointed lor.like cuz i went for a prefect meeting rite den aft it ended i went to canteen when i saw bunny they all so i tot sj meeting ended.den later anna called and sounded qt pissed tt i was eating in the canteen lah.so i stuff my popiah in my mouth and rush down for meeting lah.den when i got there the ppl abit eating and toking at the speces stand lah.den like wadthehell.since they slacking den dun call me down lah.waste my time lor.and abit almoz cause me to choke lah.den i real pissed oreadi.den like ask the sec twos qn and other sq den the reply is damn irritating lah.like we owe them sth or sth.like wadthe.i mean i dint mean for re-exam to happen can.show me face oso wun do them any good lah.wadthehell.like they show wad blackface when i haven even show mine.den their sloppy faces and attitude reallie challenge my patience man.my hand almoz came rite infront of everyones face lor.and summore they so noisy lor.laugh laugh laugh very funny arhs.i slap their face until red liao den will be even funnier lor.pigs.like hello.sec threes oreadi still cant ctrl urself.and tt yilin lah.there joining their laughter lor.cant stand the sloppy attitude of hers.reallie pissed me off.so angry tt i came the laz and went off the first lor.sick.testing my patience.den enen came and look for me in my class lah.i abit not show my attitude onli lah.sick.
den assembly.hmms.results for election is out.head prefect: isabello ow and head monitor: tammy.hmms qt expected lah.and i did my laz duty wif my mentee.hahas.and i help melody look aft her two mentee so i ended up wif 3.hahas.ok den they very cute one.call ppl keep quite muz go in threes.hahas.i abit amused onli.ok wells.den i got my new mentee.valerie.though i dunno her, dunno how she look like and dunno how is she but she is my mentee anwaes.yay.hmm.tink my mentee can cancel all the shit i receive today.yay mentee rocks.

2004-10-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

sumthing real nice happen today.so shall forget the shit tt happen laz nite.hmms.got my mentee today.hahas.finally aft a long wait lah.her name is quan quan.hahas.so cute name lah.abit when isabelle announce den the whole world laugh lah.and i still haf to call her for dunno how long.hahas.but den so sad lor.the smart her is going to rgs lah.dots.den today's duty shall be the first and laz duty im going to haf wif her.so sad lor.wells but she is qt nice lor.reminds me of bernice.but bernice is very nice lor and her mentee is abit andrea.hahas.my mentor's other mentee.other den jiaen.muz understand my mentor is qt flirtatious.hahas.ok.den toked alot.found out she isnt as quiet as i expect a normal smart nerd to be.hahas.she is qt noisy to a certain extent.hahas.she was gossiping wif her frens bout sum jp lah.during duty yes.and being the kpo me hahas i listen to their gossip instead of calling her to stop and do duty.hahas.i tink i very kpo.hahas.cnt dun listen to gossip.hahas.
den went back to class.laughed for two hours.hahas.cuz ms heng not here so end up crappin wif gen and samneo they all.hahas.gen and kylie were sitting together.guess i dun haf to elaborate abt wad they did liao lah.wad can they do TOGETHER??hahas.ok tt is qt scandalous.hahas.den went to talk foto for bnco.yah.sonya was so worried for jiaen.hahas.cuz jiaen looked kinda pissed.wells she sorta paranoid and emphasize tt it is her fault.who cares.hmms.
yay melody sae isabelle sae tt we changing mentees again cuz many ppl dun haf mentee.yay.yuppee. i can smile in my dreams.^____^

2004-10-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

damn sway lor.hais.abit caught a cold yesterday lah.whole body soft and wobbly.cant even tink str8.morever dao the person who pissed me off.hais.hmms.yest's training is qt fun.yes.tink cheryl has very cute jnrs.hahas.they love to walk so much.and they abit scared of me lah.good lah.wells.den mich lim seem to haf sum trouble wif her grp.hmms.u can sae she haf the same prob as me den.wells expectation is a fearful thing.it dampens ppl's mood.yes.so i haf learnt to lower expectation and lower my disappointment rate.hehe.yes.
hmms got my evil list out.jiaen is evil.eunice is evil.zoeraine is evil.melody is evil.peiyu is evil.merisa is evil.cheryl is evil.ohya and anna is evil.and the list goes on.and they shld noe very well y i said tt.and the laz confession, zoeraine and jiaen is the mean-est.yes.the end.they better stop the stupid joke or i will smack them.yes.evil lor.not abit trying to be funny to me onli lah.and chant at my ears all time.esp eunice tan shu fen.hais.cant believe the fact i noe ppl lyddat.hahas.jokin.
hmms nth much happen today.yes.shall juz try to keep my profile low these day.it isnt good to be prominent.hehe.shall learn to crawl sum day.hahas.

2004-10-25T04:03:00.000-07:00

ok tink the watermelon i ate juz now reallie help to chill me down qt abit.feel real pissed at this mou mou ren today.disappointed me qt a bit lor.hais.like u asked me to trust u and u juz disappointed me AGAIN lor.like how many times muz u piss me off b4 u r happy??sick lor.i m very tired of ur sickening excuses lor.like they r so bloody insincere lah.i mean bluff me den bluff lah.use more effort can.at least i will feel better lor.cant even msg me properly lah.everytime muz use sum one else's phone lah as if ur hp is flat lyddat.so insincere and summore i dun even see ur face ard lah like we from diff schs lyddat.i mean if its so hard to meet den juz forget it lah.can juz sae so rite??no need to like break ur promise all the time rite??its very sickening lor.u wanted me to promise u tt i will try to gif u my trust and den when i did mine u broke urs.wadthehell.its real sickening lah.and tis time i m reallie so bloody pissed wif u liao lor.sickening.better not let me see ur face again if not u might juz see alphabets flying all over ur head.sickening lor.u r the onli one i regain my trust and piang guess wad??its gone AGAIN.and i wun regain it by hook or by crook.trust is a gone case for u.too bad.can see how insignificant frenship tis thingy is lor.maybe it WAS impt lor but too bad its juz flew away in tt second when i received ur msg.and i mean it literally, physically and practically in all forms.yes.sickening.get me so pissed for the whole day.sick.
phew...feel better now.hais nth really happened today lah.nth new??like juz a typical sch day.hahas keep on cursing eunice's exploded blister cuz she drag me all the way to home ec room when i m happily settling down in the classroom.hehe.and she is laughing away though her poor toe has been cursed??ironical.hahas.yah spent prac the whole of the second half of sch day wif her.from recess onwards until when we left home.even walked out wif her aft tt idiot broke her promise.yes.and when i when home zoe haf to remind me of her lor.sick.she reallie cant choose the right time lor.but not reallie her fault lah.tink onli eunice knew who the idiot was at tt time so too bad.hahas.wells i manage to restrict myself and did not scold zoe at all.i juz told her to call her herself.i haf much self-control afterall.yes.and i m proud of tt.shall dao her for the whole day tmr.she deserve it anwaes.

2004-10-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

feel so studious.did the whole of sec three chinese today.hehe.tink i m moving fast.den i can slow down for the nx few days.hmms.still tinking whether i shld go for cca tis sat.since i can dun cum, i shall consider making use of tis excuse.hehe.
hmms.tink i super kpo lor.hahas.trying to get lots of scandalous info from sec ones.hahas.though it is none of my business but i m juz concerned abt dear anna.hahas.i m such a good fren.hehe.buahahas tink i m super resourceful.found out so much in juz a few days.lalala..shall call anna to pay me if she wants to noe.hehe.den i tink i will be a billionaire soon.hehe.juz jokin.frens is of cuz more impt den money.hahas.ok wells crapp.

2004-10-23T04:46:00.000-07:00

had cca today..spent prac the whole day on first aid.erm wells.during the first aid lesson rite, the sec ones i get abit the unreactive onli lah.yes.den like erms teach until wanna teach lah.suddenly tink teach sec twos better.SUDDENLY.yes.den activation.hmms.tt one is super interesting.hahas.18 ppl treat 5 ppl and one of them can be dead.hahas.tt's qt a big feat.the dead one being zoe.she abit go to the first aid post herself and den no one cared abt her aft tt.den she juz died lyddat.den everyone see her den juz check breathing and pulse, den throw the bandage at her and left.like huh??yes.den jiayu even better.no one care abt her.she like transparent one lah.ppl juz treat zoe and wenxu and she is juz left alone at a corner wif no one to care for her.hahas.den sumone came over and ask her whether she was a casualty and she was like 'duh'.hahas.den tt person abt call her rest in peace lah.good lah.hahas.for a second zoe is better cuz still got ppl check her breathing and pulse though she died.hahas.
den yilin was the laz to cum down cuz she hop down the stairs herself.and summore she is suppose to haf leg frac and yes she hoped down the stairs.how ironical.hmms.tink wenxu is the onli one tt is rather safe and sound.hahas.yes.den the rest of the day is ok lah.ok maybe cuz i juz dint see anything.yupp.den went for lunch wif xueting.toked alot bout our sq.tink many ppl reallie changed.until they look seem so diff from their actual self.ok maybe i shld sae their past self.yes.ok tink i m yes-ing alot.hahas.ok wells met samneo when we walking home.not abit xiemen lah.abit see her when i cum and left sch.dots.den both times her face was the same lah.hahas.she look so sad.hahas according to her it was cuz mr wong scolded her.hahas.got one time he scold her cuz she laugh at her until miss one section lah.so me and xueting concluded tt samneo was rightfully scolded.hahas.she ownself laugh at ppl until miss one portion one lah.yes.ade is going to be jealous soon.hehe.
ok tink tt sec one sq is qt scandalous.i shall go find out more.and yes i admit i m k-p-o.hehe.so wad i still wanna noe.

2004-10-22T03:05:00.000-07:00

very suay today lor.first forgot to bring amaths and geog tb so ran to my grandma hse to get it.den aft tt very late le den wanted to start running when clement tan called me to lend him so money to pay the taxi.dots lah.not money den dun sit taxi lah.abit drag another person dwn into hot water.yah den went to pe room wif eunice.went to the pe room to and fro from fam lounge lah.qt fun lah.den whole back wet lor.sick.dwn went to get the food for reception.hehe.manage to eat sum cuz got leftover.hahas.hehe.den reception started and ended.den onli got me and eunice to bring everything back lah.so we look stuck can.lucky my nice jnrs xilei and shuh ying helped me.hehe.reallie muz thank them lor.i haf nice jnrs lor.unlike eunice.hahas.her jnr onli wanna eat duwanna help.tt's the diff bet uniform grp and society.hehe.
den had lessons and den during geog is so funny wif gen ard lor.she so bian tai lor. keep on laughing cuz she is so dots lah.she got so excited over the boat rowers whose job is to intro the fireflies lah.den she abit sae when fireflies die den the boat rowers act like the fireflies to show the ppl.buahahs.den she still got hand actions lor.so lame lor.den later bian tai kylie came over.den gen was like 'oh man i m the nx target'.dots lah.hahas.den cuz got no time to change place wif kylie den i juz sat in bet her and gen which is so erm.yah.den her hand very bian tai one.suddenly put on my leg if not go touch samneo's chin lah.dots.den ms ng was like 'kylie can u keep ur hands to urself' which is not abit suggestive onli.hahas.
den later went to eat lunch wif samneo.ate at the douhua shop.den later samneo went to 7 eleven to get sum magazine when we met valine.she abit wanna get pics of sylvester lah.hahas.den when she realise sylvester and maia once flirt together den they pek chek and left.hahas.dots.wells den samneo asked the auntie for 'yesterdays today newspaper'.hahas.amusing sia tt the auntie act understand.hahas.wells but she gave samneo 'todays today newspaper'.hahas.but there oso got singapore idol lah.bet valine muz be jumping if she knows abt this.hehe.
keep on toking bout the irritating tyy again on the bus lah.shant state the details.but she is so sickening lor.and guess wad.she has no place to sit but to sit beside abc.hahas.birds of the same kind flock tmr.hahas.ok shant be mean.

2004-10-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

rally today.like cherie and isabella's speech alot.hahas.so corny.hmms not reallie sure who will wun but reallie hope is isabelle lor.den hope either xinlei or jas how becum head monitor lor.hmms not reallie sure lah.everyone seems very bang lor.cant reallie determine.
went for training again today.hmms.qt amusing.kelly's grp is very cute lor.hahas.too hardworking.haf xilei who is forever practising head to toe survey on kaixin and shuyu who is always practising her bended arms.hahas.qt corny lah.tink the first thing we act need to teach sec ones and twos is the body parts.hahas.they cant reallie differentiate them.hahas.and i found out sec ones r act qt bian tai.hahas.molesters man.all touch here and there.and shuyu is one of them lah.hahas.ok tink act all the grps r progressing at a steady and fast pace.hehe.qt proud of them.shant go for training tmr lor.muz be studious and start learning my chinese le.hehe.
went home wif enen and saw weeling and alana tinking scandalous-ly abt enen and clement tan.hahas.their imagination is very uh-hem can.hahas.not abit dirty lah.keep saying tt they purposely walk in two diff ways so no one suspect.dots.maybe they want him for themselves lah.hahas.ok tis is getting real scandalous.hahas.wells den abit see my mentor lah.Ooo..eunice is getting real jealous.hahas.shall be their matchmaker.hahas.to eunice: dun be too happy to see this portion lah.much more effort cum from u.i m just the cable connecting u and my mentor.hahas.jiayous!!

2004-10-20T05:03:00.000-07:00

hmms.today super duper busy lor.practically ran my whole day away.aft sch is damn excellent can.abit got 2 meeting lah.den rush for lunch and went for welissa and valerie's training.tt's great.den reallie rush lor.den on the way to sj room zoe call me and ask me to help fangmin lah.so like spend my time running from sj room to 3G class and back again.woah.ok wells was qt extra during training lah.like i m a first aid nco teaching nursing??hahas.ok tt is against logic.hahas.
feel so mean today.ok i tink i shld correct my str8forward-ness.hahas.like keep on pinpointing mich lim and welissa group's mistakes lah.tink devina's blackface is partially becuz of me.hahas.cuz she got sorethroat but still need to do fd and sae timing.hey but its not reallie my fault.i told mich lim to call ONE sec one to sae timing and she refuse lah.insist on both and end up too soft.so indirectly her sorethroat is due to mou mou ren.hahas.den went home wif zoe.hahas.on the way we were irritating jar until she walk so fast lah.but end up our bus still cum earlier.hahas.she not abit gek onli lah.
ok suffering from brain dead recently due to the lack of sleep.hahas.den the onli tink tt is keeping me goin is the fact tt my mentee is going to come.yay!!hahas.i asked so many exco ppl and they all sae tt everyone is gettin a mentee and got ard 6 ppl is going to haf 2.hahas.dun ask for too much.one is enuff.yay!!finally getting one!!woohoo!!hmms..
life is gettin miserable lah.goin to start studying for chinese tmr.oh man.reallie haf no mood to pick up tt bloody book and study lor.juz finish exams not long ago and i haf to start studying again.the push factor isnt there.hahas.so gek lah.dots.heard tt she is leaving lor.oh man so sad.she is the best geog tcher in our sch and shes going.first mr koh and now her.st nicks is going to die soon.all the good tchers are leaving for the better and we r staying for the worst.lucky i m going to be out of st nicks in 14 mths time.hahas.hehe.sounds real fast but it isnt.tink i will miss sch when i graduate nx yr.though i m complaining now but in any way i haf been in tis sch for 9 whole yrs le.will feel so weird if i were to go to another sch lor.hais.and tt day will soon come.dots.

2004-10-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

did duty with chooting and melody today.so fun lor.they even more slack den me.hahas.they dint do much lah.juz go to the classes and look at the things ard lah.hahas.so slack lor.den onli ran 2 rounds for morning jog cuz by the time we went down they finish one round le.hahas.ok act we took out time to cum down lah.fine.im honest.hahas.den went to the hall to listen to chen jiayu tok.she very funny and childish lor.hahas.abit wanna catch the laz person to cum into the hall and call her to sae a story lah.dots.den she like so happy can den still gif background music to intensify the mood.hahas.very corny lor.den later ms lai came in.tink she very poor thing lor cum in den everyone 'eeyer'.hahas.though i agree wif them but to a certain extent i pity her.hehe.ok den cca talk.keep on piss eunice off hahas cuz i reach my A le while she is still trying to dig 2 more pts out.hahas.she wanted to kick me off my seat lor.dots lah.violent.
den got phy.first gan called me to bring the ohp back to class den second she abit not embarrass me infront of two classes lah.abit 'tt prefect'.good lah.abit not point me out and ask me y i so happy lah.abit laugh in his class oso cnt lah.den the whole class look at me like not scandalous lah.but phy lesson very corny lor.keep on pissing sonya off.hahas.but tt woman abit not keep on smacking me on my left arm lah.den she duwanna hit jiaen because she is on her left and she dun dare lah.great.den my whole arm numb lor.immune.hais.den i had one conclusion.the 4 corners ard sonya is very suay.and of all the places i chose to sit in between sonya and samneo lah.dots.stupid me.hais.
sat the same bus as sonya and her sis.she is very mean to her sis lor.call her go home herself, cook her own lunch and teach her to deceive her mother lor.so mean lor.and her sis is onli nine.poor thing.being her sis is reallie very poor thing lor.and she keep on asking ppl to bring her sis home lah.abit wanna abandon her sis lor.evil woman.hais.*shake head*

happy birthday enen and chooting!!

2004-10-18T01:25:00.000-07:00

hmms got back many papers today.and they r total shit.failed geog and one part of elit lah.but still passed overall.but it is all so pathetic can.and jiaen and eunice abit not step on my wound lah.abit sae y got so little ONLI.good lah.so much for being my classmates.cant stand jiaen.meanest of the mean.i mean yes she is smart and difinitely true tt she is mean.mean pok.
tink i might reallie need to stay back almoz everyday lor.hais.if onli the sec ones and twos cld buck up and learn wad they are SUPPOSE to noe.hais.if onli tt day wld cum.wells i tink we reallie sacrifice alot for sj lor.more den expected. haven eaten many recess becuz of meetings and stupid eunice happen to rub salt on my wound again and pin point the fact tt i m back to my meeting-filled life.thank you very much.hais my life is so miserable.so many piggified ppl irritating me using sarcastic remarks at me lor.abit not rub salt until the bone oreadi lah.good.
tyy is very irritating lor.abit not everytime aim at me and eunice lah.she want to please the tchers is a fact known to every human being but she no need to use her classmates as sum tools and use us to get her motive rite??irritating lor.den she tink she is sum leader or in charge lyddat can.keep ordering us ard like we r her dogs lah.and she tink she is the best and she is lovable in all ways.boo her.i can swear upon my surname tt she is not lor.she is juz another irritating person like abc.sickening.blood boil when i see her.gross.better dun try to boss me ard if not i will gif her one tight slap across her face.see how she go whine to the tchers aft tt.gross.
oh wells happy birthday to enen and choo ting.though i noe u will nv read this.but yah.dint noe they were born on the same day.wells tt explains their character doesnt it??hahas.

< snow angel >

2004-10-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

hmms..got back many papers today.abit unexpectedly lah but qt happy wif it.hehe.but wells dun reallie want mon to cum cuz when it comes it is reallie doom day.hahas.all humanities and chinese and maths lah.my tian arhs.can kill lor.all the shit in my life.dots lah.and chinese i muz pass lor.worked so hard to reach here and i wun drop down by hook or by crook.i muz muz muz muz..PASS!!jiayou!!
ok great watch snow angel until left one episode den my mum cum home lor.climax can.tink i shall juz bluff her tt my fren lent it to me.hehe.since she is gullible anwaes.ok cant wait to see the ending.hehe.suddenly tink toro is qt shuai but not my kind.hahas.

dilemma struck!!

2004-10-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

today damn busy today.hahas.stuck between sqmates and classmates.hahas.wells too popular marhs.got the things i need to get wif sonya today.den went broke lor.like reallie broke.left 5 cents lah.excellent den borrowed money from sonya to eat lunch.so pathetic.wells i made a good decision and went wif my classmates first den sqmates.well i dint reallie disappoint anyone.ok maybe my classmates lah.well i joined them for lunch though.tt was the bez i can do.anyone can sae anything but sqmates r reallie more impt lor.sorry to anyone who was angry wif me in one way or another.3 yrs of sq bond cant be destroyed in one day marhs.sorry lor.was stuck in this dilemma for the whole day lor.bothered alot of ppl abt tis prob lor.hahas.tink many ppl felt pissed lah but no choice lah cant make a choice.guess i m not tt decisive afterall.hahas tis proved my importance.liting ban me from leaving can and so many ppl call me choose classmates over sqmates.hahas.wells at least i m impt afterall hahas.
went wif wenxu and enen after tt.toked alot.prac everything under the sun.toked from pri to sec to sj to jnrs to sqmates.reallie everything tt we share a common knowledge in.hahas.its qt shuang lah.juz tok and dun do anything else.hahas its good to be old girls of the same sch.common knowledge can contribute to nation building.hahas.so ss.hehe.
watched snow angel again today.reaching climax le.and stupid samneo sae tt the ending is not nice.but if i trust her would i be called suhui??therefore i shall judge by my own eyes.hahas.it is a great show.and i wun gif up watching the process and jump to the ending.hehe.process is more impt afterall.

slacker

2004-10-13T01:16:00.000-07:00

amused by the number of ppl who want to go out with me lor.hahas.end up super busy tmr lor.going out with sonya until 1.30 and den go wif wenxu enen they all aft tt.woah marathon.going to miss class outing lor.abit going to watch movie lah.mass movie watching.nuts lor.how to fit??ok wells my plan tmr is damn excellent lah.hahas.ohya and i need to go wif jerlyn oso.hahas.shucks.hais shall tink again when tt day cums.
was happily watching snow angel today.hahas.its so nice lor.and suddenly tink toro is very cool and qt shuai.but upon seeing the real him on tv, i take back my statement tt he is cool.hahas.wells shall go change my layout soon.so sick oreadi.

im freaking pissed, do not try me

2004-10-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

feel so pissed now.irritated lor.sumtimes i shld juz learn from my tudi and look forward to the day i die. so sick of my family.so sick of being accused of doing things i dint do.hate tt feeling and it always end up with me.why cant ppl open their eyes and look at the freaking world around them and stop using their bloody mouth to accuse ppl.they like to scold so much den y not live with four walls and scold all they want for the rest of their freaking life!!im so sick lor.sick of this bloody shit, sick of this kinda life, sick of this kind of family lor. by age 25 i want to be out of this house and live on my own. i duwanna haf anything to do with this family anymore.they are juz depressors, nothing more den tt. sick.everything is juz not going rite for me.comp cant be used juz now cuz my father using, den wanna use my bro's laptop but his keyboard spoil, got accuse and scolded for nothing, got scolded AGAIN cuz i dint keep my books nicely.wadthehell.i get scolded every single day.ten more years and i shant be bothered anymore.
many nice things happen today but i juz m in no mood to tok abt them.all thanks to sumone who spoiled my day lor.wells exam ended, i did wad i wanna do when i went out wif anna, bought xuetianshi instead cuz the show i wanted to buy cost 60 bucks lah.no money.anwaes whoever tt is going to piss me off again this week is going to die a horrible, horrendous and disgusting death i swear.and tan yann yee if u r going to be try to be funny and sae tt i haf duty when the rest of the world dont, i m seriously going to slap u across the face and i mean it.better dun attempt to spark off my temper and there better be no cca tis wk cuz if there is i tink it will be the worst cca tt the jnrs is going to haf for the entire sj history. in case anyone dunno my tolerance becomes zero if i m in bad mood, and i reallie mean zero.ppl can spark off my anger juz by talking loudly or juz walking infront of my face continuously.so any irritating ass, beware if not dun blame me.

my dinner!!

2004-10-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

went for sum dinner today.so reluctant can.was practically forced into going lah.den i missed my yi tian tu long ji lor.AHhhhs..lucky my cousin was nice enuff to record for me.hahas.cuz we miss it cuz her bro had a dinner.baahs.wells shall watch it another day.hehe.wells ate qt alot there.hahas.so many nice food lor.cant stop eating.have been eating so much i tink i m bloated now.good larhs.
wells went home ard nine aft my mother and grandmother decided to leave.me and my bro were dying lor.too bored lah.lucky i got JJ to accompany me.hehe.yarhs den brought alot of food back cuz they cant finish.hehe.benefit from it.yup while waiting rite my bro saw a playground and got tis rocking horse lah.den he abit not sae it is a franky cuz it has handle on its ears can.like wad the.den he sae it was meant to be 2-d but the onli thing tt change the fact was the handles.dots lah.wells.den he mistook a chicken for a cow??like they are worlds apart can.the onli similarity are tt they are animals and start with c.
wells so sleepy le.shall mug again tmr and poof no more exams!! jiayou enen and anna!!molly rocks!! ok shall watch tv soon.cant wait for tue.on tue i shall get my movie, my deli france and my vcd!!! hehe.and anna shall accompany me!!yay.goot.if she is going to tell me she cant make it i will smack her and nv go out wif her again.i swear!!

'words have grown false, i am loathed to prove reason with them'

2004-10-09T04:44:00.000-07:00

was suddenly remembered of an incident tt happen long ago.found out i cldnt trust any of my sqmates.except for zoe i tink.anna is growing weird.real weird.i dunno how to put it.she is just errr...so sick of asking her whether she angry wif me.she duwanna tell me the reason but i can see tt she is angry.i rather she juz sae is out of dao me.y cant she be more str8forward??i rather she juz burst at me lor.at least i will feel better and noe wad is wrong.now i m like halfway out of nowhere in the middle of the sea and i dunno where to start moving from lah.great.BAAHS..
nvm.cant stand my sqmates lor.i reallie cant trust them.from tt incident and all the shit tt happen throut my life i can be sure i cant trust them.rather trust any other stranger.hais.i dunno how to continue to go for cca with all those sqmates.rather trust my jnrs.hehe.but they shldnt be too proud of tt.hais.nth is going rite for me lor.everything is screwed.reallie screwed.hais....

one more paper

2004-10-08T01:49:00.000-07:00

oh man exams are so fun lor.screwed up majority of the papers.take maths for example i dint do 14 marks worth of qn.WOW!!great can.i tink my eyes got stamp lor cant even see the stupid angle and so lose 8 marks can.wad a lucky number.hais.baahs.fail oreadi.oh well nvm lah one more subject to go!!JIAYOU EVERYONE!!
my invigilator today abit victor tay lah.he got a super funny smile lor.and maths paper damn funny lah.abit no stapler, no glue and alot of things cnt use.den want us fasten tighly.like how to fasten when cnt use stapler??use blood rite..or use saliva.spas.den got alot of changes to the paper lah.and is not one or two words lah is one whole equation can.den i was like asking genevieve how it can differ so much lah den she abit not act as the tcher who anyhow type lah.hahas.she damn corny lor.
tink recently many ppl going crazy le.hahas samneo everyday cum to sch and sae she is toking rubbish lah.tis morning esp can abit suddenly sae she wanna marry a un member like err..wad's the link??den suddenly sae her hse got alot of mosquitoes lah.like dots.den eunice become super cold lah but muz be inherited from her darling one lah.sonya become supper crappy recently.can hear her laughing at her own joke all the time.hahas.
went home wif sonya and jiaen today.met the crazy guy lah.he abit not go scare sum ppl by shouting at them lah.like wadthe.third encounter wif him liao can.dots.yay we going to have a class outing soon and its all thanks to me..hehe.abit wanna go out den ask liting when is class outing den she ask gloria who ask jasmine den the planning started.hahas.good lah.wells yihui suggested going to marina bay to go kite-flying and eat steamboat lah.tink she forgot we haf 36 ppl.hais.wells.
ok one more paper.just one tiny little paper!!shall choing tmr lah.off day today.hehe.

8 more days...

2004-10-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

had a maths and chinese today.not as bad as expected.wells.ok at least not as bad as the geog one.tt is sadistic.dun reallie haf much to sae.onli haf physics in my brain.wells shall go mug soon aft i finish watching tv...

11 more days to go...

2004-10-01T02:51:00.000-07:00

today is so crap lor.my geog is cmi lor.the stupid map look so unfamiliar lor.though i see it dunno how many times yesterday lah.stupid victoria falls.hope it fall and nv rise again.fall to its death lah.so sickening!!tink i can fail lor.10 marks gone for map and den another 12 marks gone for the stupid tourism qn liao lor.and the paper is upon 50 lah good lah half the paper die le.unless i get full marks for all the other qn which is not possible.hais...
ade has been so cold to me nowadays lor.ever since we shifted place lor.den like err...i hope she is not angry wif me becuz of sum mou mou reason lah.i hope.hais.very fan nowadays lor.first anna den ade.all the As.hahas.hais.ok wells shall apologise to her sum day if i find out the reason.hahas.
studied with samneo and jiaen today.so funny can.we bought 4 shares of food for the sake of prawn wrappers and charlotte came along to sae it sucks lah.dots can.abit not errr...wells den charlotte damn excellent one lah.abit pull one chair and sit beside us den eat our food lah still alternate between the sauces that me and jiaen pour for ourselves.good lah.den xiaorong and anna oso came along larhs.eat like half the food den left.abit can.den charlotte lingered at our table until her sec four frens came and taught her phy i tink.den good lah 4 sec fours to teach 1 sec three lah.
jiaen is so funny lor.so sarcastic den keep on shooting samneo lah.hahas.but samneo is qt poor thing lor.kanna bullied by me and jiaen.hahas.we suppose to pay her 6.60 for the food but den end up pay 5 bucks onli cuz she count wrongly.hahas.den we duwan pay her back and she started nagging like sum old woman larhs.den went home damn fast today lor.onli spent 15 min can.cuz bus cum super fast lah.
tink samneo is reallie a replica of sir andrew lor.both like mentality 0.hahas.jokin.den like both easily manipulated larhs.and all tt.shld elaborate in case she smack me.hahas.

2004-09-24T03:22:00.000-07:00

oh man life truely suck.so many things is happening concurrently tt i tink crisis will fall while i am still typing tis entry.ok tt sounds pro.hahas.wells shit always happen lor.went to sch tis morning den knocked my leg lah.abit not got one red patch on my shin now.den aft sch yihui was carrying her books home and cldnt see anything den she abit not kick my calf larhs.dots.abit uh-hem uh-hem onli can.suay.nth reallie happened today.goeg lesson is fun.hehe.sat wif eunice in the humanities room.we were so cold lor.effects of stress larhs.den we started getting violent larhs.eunice wanted to smack me dunno how many times cuz wad i said is too qian bian larhs.jas how abit not sit at a corner and slowly watch how i almoz got killed by eunice larhs.hahas.ge an guan huo.hahas.wells den eunice qt on playing wif her ruler which is err not abit dangerous onli.act wad tcher larhs.hahas.wells suppose to read the map which is qt challenging cuz i cant reallie see anything lah.onli see patches of green and yellow larhs.and the contour lines lah.its crazy lor.the whole map is contour-ed can.cant reallie differentiate lor. den later gek lan went thr the rapids and all tt larhs.den i totally returned everything to mr koh lor.hahas.pester eunice for the whole geog lesson cuz i dunno wad is happening lah.hahas. she keep on acting pro lor.everytime ask her den she raise one eyebrow like so pro lyddat. wadeva can.nvm tt's juz once.hahas.
tink the whole world is going crazy these days lor. either becum super leng or laugh at everything lah. the leng one is eunice who is influenced by her darling moz of the time larhs.den the one who keep laughing is...ME!!hahas.ok wells.i appreciate everyone who attempt to joke larhs.i m not tt crazy.hehe.adeline is another crazy one.she went crazy when she saw my worm lor.hehe.wormy.ok wells she abit not spike up its hair den start laughing at it lah.den later she split it into centre parting which look so gandhi.hahas.so stupid lor.wells its ade larhs.hahas.err samneo is another leng one. anna's gd fren.both oso dan fang mian one.hahas.their actions abit not errr...lin ren fa xiao.hahas.ie make other laugh.yes.

to eunice: BANANA MAN!!
to samneo: CHAO TA POT!!

examinations is cuming!!

2004-09-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

hmms..nth much happened.i feel so hardworking lor.everyday go home den study.hais.so miserable lor. but i feel so good lor..my life is making sum sense at least.hahas.did recess duty today.it is qt fun lor.hahas me and eunice laugh like hell lah.saw this two girls 'fighting' wif their recorders lah den started relating to our english passage on violence in male and females.hahas.den we concluded tt in years to cum, girls will start to pull out heads of dolls and teddy bears and guys will start to tok INTIMATELY to robots and any toys they play.hahas..so corny lor.eunice laugh until whole face red lor.buahahas..
got qt crappy today lah.finish duty early and i said tt we dint wanna go actually but chen siumei force us to go back.hahas.act responsible.yah den aft sch went crazy lor.cldnt stop laughing lor.reallie cnt stop laughing.like laugh at the cold eunice, laugh at retarded samneo and laugh at lame jokes tt i said.so diu lian in the bus lor.hahas.stress larhs.den went home den sms samneo 'boo' lah.hahas.den i started calling her chao ta pot.hahas.so lame lor.negative effects of examinations.hahas.BYE everyone!!

there's onli one word to sae abt life.and tt is 'suck'

2004-09-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

hmms..nothing much to sae.wells tink i haf been slacking too much these days.i mean i m much more hardworking compared to my normal school days and i m so slack compared to the first few days when i started studying lor.hais.sch start den no mood le.hais.like i dint even do anything yesterday lor.kaos.
tink the chinese test today die le.err..chen siumei's paper is qt hard to pass lor.tnk i m prepared to meet my doom.played volley today.hahas.so lame lor.i served ten times in a row lor.hahas.den my side the score zoom up by ten like dunno how fast lah.hahas.ok wells.den i got a bruise on my arm now lor.though not pain lah but it looks like blood is clotting lor.hahas.chem was BORING wif lai lai as our tcher lor.keep on tinking of lame ways to avoid teaching us lah.she juz tok rubbish in class lah and she tink tt eveyone is smart enuff is understand her rubbish lor.den she tinks her joke is funny lah and tt her daily life interest us can.keep on toking abt her family and her daughter typing notes for her like who asked???
was doing maths during gan's lesson.he dun seem to care larhs.clement tan shld be honoured lor.adeline keep on saying tt clement tan is like me lah.abit quite lah wells he is ego i m just confident in myself.we are DIFFERENT.hahas.wells i tink ade is really changing lor.laz time she juz dao me when i keep on toking one lor.she juz treat my like sum stupid bird chirping lah den now she actually can sae back leh.oh man.tink she got too much influence from me lor.i m too influential.hahas.she abit join me in toking oso lah.dots.and she happen to learn to be ego herself.hahas.i dint pass tt to her.she keep on telling me she is guai lah and let me count she broke qt afew rules today.use hp in class eat in class and disrespect the tcher by doing other hw.so much for being guai arhs.hahas.ironical.
to ****: i dunno y u r angry wif me.for all i know i attempted to go home wif u but u either keep quiet or go wif ur frens lah.den like wad m i suppose to do??going home wif u is so tedious lor.u always seem so busy and u dun seem to appreciate ppl waiting for u every wk lor.like if u r so busy den u juz go home urself lah and stop showing me black face lor.pig.shall go home wif sonya they all tmr.u can be angry for all u want.

i want uniform grp camp!! so fun lor!!

2004-09-21T03:23:00.000-07:00

so long yet so short.like nv write for many days le.ade forced me to write an entry.hahas.no lah.she trigger my need to write my blog.hahas.ok wells nothing special really happened lah.life is qt normal lah.abc is still daoing me and i m still feeling happy abt it.and i found out even her bez frens dun like her.sumtimes i reallie pity her lor.she still tinks she is likeable and tt everyone wants to be her fren when the truth is err..cnt say.hahas.oh wells she sorta deserve it lor.the whole row has twelve ppl. eight ppl cant stand her.3 dun even tok to her.the laz person is herself.hahas.poor thing.but tok to her is worse.hahas.
went home wif eunice samneo and anna today.anna's face is qt black lor.she like dun tok for the whole day lah.den like me and eunice abit laughing at samneo for the whole bus ride den she keep quite lah.abit not in tune onli lor.den later when i ask her in private den she sae got nothing.like pls lor who is bluffing lah.i noe her for 3 years le larhs.do i not noe her.tink i noe the reason lor.but not sure.but the smart me shall use filtration method to find out the real reason.hahas.
pissing ade wif all my chinese words and full of self-love phrases.hahas.she almoz gave up toking me lah.den i asked my fav sentence lah den she sae nth le.hahas.abit tell her 'fine lah i change place wif u'.den she quiet le.hahas.wells anyone in the right mind wun wanna change place wif me lor.hahas.i m so smart lor.found the zhi ming shang for 'nice' ade.hahas.liting oso gave up lor.hahas.she like sae one sentence i rebut 10 sentence back.hahas.she wanted to bang the wall lor.and b4 tt i tink she want to push me down the stairs first.hahas.wells.my verbal communication is too pro lah.hardly anyone can be my match.hehe..so pro..
hmms..i want a uniform grp camp lor.den all the uniform grps can camp together lah.so cool.yay so fun.den like can learn so much things(obviously tt is not the attraction).den can camp wif so many diff ppl.see the same face until sian le larhs.muz has a change.den we can play water games den substitute water wif cream.bleh.ok tt is so sick.hahas.ok tt is so not going to happen lah.wells anyone who see tis and want it can cum gif feedback.den i ask yilin.hehe so fun!!i hope more ppl is entu bout tis lah.if not so extra.and i want training camp tis yr.and i want overnight one.not the day camp.tt ong shanshan better not try to be funny and destroy ALL sj traditions lor.smack her.like got too much free time lyddat larhs.bo liao.

14 more days......

2004-09-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Oooo...seem so long since i wrote an entry.but the long is onli like 2 days lah.hahas.wells going to haf dinner soon so got sum free time to hurry finish writing tis.feel so studious nowadays lor.cnt stand myself.hahas.oh wells abc is still pissing me off and i can confidently say now tt the whole row dun like her.even the nicest yihui and adeline cnt stand her lah.hahas.poor thing.but if we tok to her we r worse.hahas.ok tt's mean.but she super irritating lah.keep on occupying my space lah.tis morning when i came to sch her chair was at my seat lor.err...yah wells i tink she sorta noe tt i dun like her le.she was daoing me the laz few days but these few days she attempted to tok to me lor.hahas.tink i m too impt to be dao-ed.hahas.ok wells yah tt's abt all.
irritating adeline these few days.hahas.everytime promote myself when she make a mistake.hahas.can hear her A-ing me all the time.hahas.esp maths lor.clement tan do so long she oso follow den end up her one so untidy mine so neat.hahas.wells ppl who use brain and tink r always different.hahas.
went home wif jiaen sonya and samneo.sonya abit left her bottle in class AGAIN lah den drag me to help her take.den found out her gd frens very pissed wif her cuz they nv go recess wif her.ok to a certain extent it reminded me of sumone.ppl ard me will noe who issit.it is qt xiaoqi lor.yah and jiaen abit sae until super scandalous lah.she abit sae they jealous of me cuz sonya always go home wif me lah.err...den make it abit uh-hem uh-hem onli lah.sonya feel so happy aft tt cuz it made her seem like the main objective.dots....wells den we collected the 150 fishballs from sonya's auntie lah.it is qt heavy for a fishball.hahas.ok den saw sonya's sis lah.she is qt cute lor.hahas.but sonya seem qt pissed wif her cuz she nv call her den sonya totally freaked out lah.tot she missing or sth can.sonya seem so stressed nowadays lor.dunno why lah.suddenly got so emotional today during geog lor.den me and adeline go find her in the toilet den she lock herself in the cubicle lah.can u imagine how stupid we look like toking to the cubicle door??lucky got no one lor.if not we might be sent to woodbridge le.hahas.

standard sch day wif abc

2004-09-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

so many things happen today.hehe first thing first.had the sex talk tis morning larhs.den samneo attempted to write 'suhui sucks' on my paper and the pen refuse to haf ink lah.hahas.den aft tt when i wrote 'samneo sucks' den the ink was full and dark.hahas.den when she tried to cancel it away, the pen had no ink again. hahas. fated larhs. she still tried many times can.wad to do, even adeline's pen noe i rock. hahas. den aft tt genevieve and chuanting got damn bian tai lor.they abit not start to do bian tai actions like sliding the finger down ppl's spine lah.den they started discussing bout sum sanitary napkins can.wadeva.den like not abit sick can.kaos.
during maths lesson was damn scandalous lah.clement tan abit not er-hem er-hem onli lah.she keep on saying chuanting is distracting him lah and tt it is because of chuanting that he is STUTTERING lah.hahas.dots.den aft tt chuanting look at the clock he oso not happy can den sae 'chuanting can u stop moving, ur hand movement and BODY LANGUAGE is distracting me'.hahas the class not abit errr at him lah.dots.can u imagine it.hais.scandalous.hahas.den ms ho wasnt in sch today AGAIN larhs.den me samneo and adeline were toking together lah.den adeline is super err lah.keep on saying me and samneo are lovers and sae she dint forget wad happen during msn lah.walin like so scandalous can.like she is juz jealous the two of us can tok so much.hahas.jealous.hehe. aiyas i so popular one she shld expect tt tis will happen.hahas.wells.
ok tt abc is reallie pissing me off lor.yihui wasnt here today so she moved to her table to join jiaen AS expected.hahas.jiaen was so pissed by her lor.hahas.ok wells she has been daoing me lah.though i reallie like the present state.love it when she ignores me, hahas den she wun tok to me and i wun hear the irritating voice.ok wells tt woman tink tt she dao me is sum big deal can.like err..adeline oso tink its sum big deal and wanted me to tok to her.hahas.big joke man.tt is the laz thing i will do on earth man.oh wells she keep on moving place lah.though i love tt.like i swear agst my surname i will be happy tt she change place to anywhere AWAY from me lor.kaos.i tink the whole row will haf the same sentiments as me.hehe.looking forward to exams so we will change place and nv sit beside her again.yay!!so irritating lah.everyday gif tt rotten face like i owe her sum money lyddat.like it is my fault lah.in case she didnt noe it is her petty-ness lor.cant stand me toking to adeline.den lyddat angry le.this reason is spas until i got no comments AT ALL.most petty i haf ever seen in my entire 15 years of age lor.kaos.she is the main reason y guys tink girls are stupid and y girls are petty. the basic sight of her is the worse thing tt could ever happen on earth.bleh!!

agi

2004-09-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

feel so studious these few days.have been mugging everyday until 12 midnight other den laz night.hehe.finish my physics and maths liao.shall proceed to chem tmr.hahas.ok wells agi today.so tired lor.report there at 3.30pm lah.den fall in ard 4.hmms.den aft tt went to the carpark to prac drills lah.den aft tt got alot of free time.den amubulance and nursing both got timers wad den they like competiting to see who louder lah.den the fight between euguinie and darren is moz meng3 one.hahas.battle of the sexes.hahas.anna was super leng can.so one-sided as usual.den we were sitting down at the curb so we ask anna to block the sun for us.den charles abit cum over and sae tt we r cheating anna lah.den like obvious.we not cheating her den why will we ask her stand there.err..oh wells den aft tt keep on changing place lor cuz very hot.den later went to the field lah.
our commander is the sickening woman who accused my grp of cheating lah.den today she keep on doing wrong things lor.gif command at wrong time twice, command too soft, her fd suck lor.like turn no need belok, finish turning no need to bang one lah.err..worse den us.ruowei better by alot lor.stood on the field w/o moving for at least half an hour lah.alot of ppl fainted.according to anna the right marker of the colour party fainted.like wow.moz impt person fainted.hahas.den majority of the casualties were guys.failures.hahas.den yah zone one so good lor no one fainted.wells den marched in the march past.so cool lor so many ppl cheered.but it is qt amusing.hahas.feel so weird lah.keep on wanting to laugh but yah cant so i ended up like a puffer fish lor.wadthehell.
den aft tt went home lah.waited for ard 15 min for enen lah but in the end went home wif jiayu.how ironical.enen went home wif mich lim and jiayu said she can walk me out.qt nice of her but it is juz too hard to be true.hahas.toked alot along the way lah.yah den reached home ard 7.so tired...shall sleep earlier today.and i m not lazy.im juz having enuff rest to walk a longer way....^___^

im going crazy.......

2004-09-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

blogspot real sickening lor.abit duwanna publish my entry lah.sickening.den publish it today.hehe.ok wells tink the teachers are sickos lor.gif hw like no one's business lyddat.den like my hw is piling up like hell.juz realize yesterday tt i haf maths amaths and chinese hw too.wow.up, up and away!!hahas i wish i can throw them away lor.but den the tchers like can read our minds lyddat abit wanna grade it lah.sick lor.all gang up agst the pathetic students. hahas.
ok feel so accomplised today.finish revision for maths (excluding chaps i haven learn), finish egeog hw, elit hw and going to do chinese later.den got time den do maths lah.maths is crazy lor.abit got like 100++++ qns lor.how to finish lah.tt bian tai eunice stayed up until 3am to do maths lor.doubt i can do tt.i shall juz do my best.and the latest is going to be midnight.no more den tt.hehe.i not my limits.hahas.
my sis is going crazy today lor.she super childish can.abit not splash water at me when she washing the bowls den aft tt she suddenly laugh at herself..err...stress lah.hahas.wells it is all part of the growing process.hahas.yup shall do chinese now.*puff!!*im gone!!hahas i oso going crazy!!lalas...

im so happy that i can clap my hair!!

2004-09-08T03:31:00.000-07:00

feel so happy tis few days.sec ones and twos all pass their bfa!!hahas..tt's a big feat u noe.hahas. 100% passes. how many batch can do tt??juz how many??ok at least tt is the first batch tt i haf seen.sounds pathetic but who cares..hehe i can smile for one week w/o fail.hahas.me and enen simply rocks.hahas.ok at least all the crash course, first aid test and revision helped.at least they dint disappoint me.at least they passed.and at least they did me and enen proud.hehe.tt is enuff isnt it.i dun pin high hopes.hahas.oh man all my jnrs rock.
tink merisa is a super nice jnr.though she and tudi is qt bian tai.hehe.she said i rock.hahas.i mean tt is a fact but tt is further evidence and tt i dun brag abt the fact tt i do rock.hehe.tink i gettin very zi lian nowadays.hahas.wad to do, tt's the fact marhs.cant blame me lah.i m juz one who accepts the fact.hehe.nothing more den tt.i simply love myself.and loving oneself isnt a sin.hahas.evil eunice forever saying i bhb lah. wadthehell. she juz jealous cuz no one saes tt to her. hahas. deprived. hehe. not like me i haf nice and smart jnrs who noe and saes i rock.hahas.buahahas..
feel so accomplised these few days lor.going to finish doing maths tmr.and start on physics on fri.woohoo.im so efficient.den sunday i can go for agi in peace.wun be afraid tt i cant finish studying my chinese.hehe.i m such a good planner.hehe i rock!!once again i haf proved my point.hahas.
ok jong meng sir look abit not errr..ok weird in all angle.hahas.gong gong de.hahas.